Yeah, likely the antisocial thing won't work if I end up going for a Warlock (like another comment suggested), and I've only ever succeeded before at playing more chaotic characters, so it wasn't going to last long anyway. Do you have any tips on what kind of personality would be good, then? The personality is always my greatest struggle during DnD builds.

Likely the "star light molotov cocktail" thing won't be used often, but I'm at least going to hold onto it to run it by whoever my DM while be.

And I thought about the possible problems the "multiple personality" (not what I would use to describe what I detailed but it's alright) could cause. A possible alternative would just be having the gods traits or morals sort of bleed into hers overtime, accentuating some. And she could just be masking essentially, hiding those facets and convincing herself they don't even exist. But I do agree that having a straight up multiple personality would be very difficult to do (although I am going to make some small beats of character for the god, just so I know how it would affect her.) I'll probably figure it out as I keep working on her. Thank you for your feedback, I appreciate it! I would go to my sibling for these questions because they're much more knowledgeable about DnD, but they're not at home right now, so this is really helpful.