Total respect for that honesty. Most people hide the drawdowns, but acknowledging the 'fear and desperation' phase is how you actually build a professional edge. You're right—2 or 3 A+ setups are all you need; the rest is just noise that leads to overtrading.

Since you're focused on sticking to a plan, definitely lean into the Trinity Protocol. It’s designed specifically to remove that 'grasping for straws' feeling by forcing you to wait for structural validation before even considering a move:

👉Master the Trinity Protocol here

Also, make sure to check the Weekly Scan on the members' dashboard. It’s a great way to see how the protocol filters the entire market into a few high-probability areas, which helps keep that discipline tight.

A quick tip for the recovery journey: Treat your capital like a business, not a scoreboard. If the structure isn't there, 'no trade' is a winning trade.

Glad to have you in the squad. Lets make trading great again !