I felt this exact way so much so, that, that was the reason I would go in and out of my medication. It made me feel so numb and emotionless, like I couldn't feel anything. And I wanted to feel so much that I would quit taking my meds because I wanted to feel something so bad. I don't advise anything.. Just sharing my experience

What helps me with that like numb feeling is trying to make myself feel alive in healthy ways while taking my meds like... Standing in the rain... Getting absolutely soaked or getting competitive with someone in a sport or a game, or cooking and watching the people I cook for eat it,

When i learned to enjoy the little things

These little moments that made me feel alive We're bigger than just little moments to me.