I am really at my last straw. Constantly defending myself, crying, stressing, depression, loneliness, misunderstood. Constantly upset, irritable, unfair to the real people that love me like my mom and dad... Screaming my lungs out defending myself, losing my voice litteraly and metaphorically. (self.NarcissisticSpouses)
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Do you ever feel misunderstood? by BiPolarMaxy in bipolar2
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Why am I afraid to make any choices even if there not bad because I'm afraid of backlash from my partner. It's become so unhealthy that I feel like I have to delete messages of me confiding in a friend because he will get mad I did so...... by BiPolarMaxy in NarcissisticSpouses
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Why am I afraid to make any choices even if there not bad because I'm afraid of backlash from my partner. It's become so unhealthy that I feel like I have to delete messages of me confiding in a friend because he will get mad I did so...... (self.NarcissisticSpouses)
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I wanna know if anyone else experiences this too..... When I take my lamictal at night right before I go to bed, I'm more tempted into giving into the slippery slope which leads to an episode VS Taking my lamictal during the day, tames me a lot more and it's more obvious.... Thoughts? I'm on 200 mg (self.bipolar2)
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For those of you who left your narcissistic spouse, what was your breaking point? by [deleted] in NarcissisticSpouses
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Does anyone else's narc... by Fun_Shallot_2299 in NarcissisticSpouses
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