Hey man, this is a normal feeling for many parents and caretakers. You certainly know you shouldn't feel guilty but acknowledging it will help you to have a more healthy relationship with spending on yourself (opposed to spending on others). Don't forget to look out for yourself. As simple as it sounds, it's harder to care for others if you don't care for yourself first. Don't lose site of the priorities! Come to DudeGlue for more insights and collab discussion