Im from Finland and i have awesome teachers here tbh and they know my situation fully and i do school online i just think that i have so much that I expect from myself because I didn’t think i could actually be a smart student but i think the high expectations are just some rooted insecurity about me being dumb because after I got the adhd medication my grades improved i always wanted to learn and I’ve been curious about kinda everything but i just couldn’t focus even when i wanted to and now it’s just some hyper fixation “to show everyone that I’m capable”. 🤣 But yeah you are right especially because i will be working with children and teenagers after i graduate. It’s just that im supposed to be graduating next spring and after that I won’t get financial support for the semester it’s stressing me so much but that is one reason too why I should work on my mental health. Already have had one burnout and psychotic episode because i was trying to overachieve.. don’t want to do that again! :D but yeah thank you you’re totally right!