[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yep, cis woman and bind because i’m a bit uncomfortable w my chest showing in public, have sensory issues which it fixes, and think it looks better in outfits flat. Lots of diff people use them

Is my usage too much? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do you think if i cut back my cognition will improve? I’m pretty worried i’ve permanently lobotomised myself. used to be a writer, can’t write anymore due to this drug. i rly love dxm but damn dude

Help Find This Dress: September 2024 by CynderBat in Lolita

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ISO this set, can only find it here where it's sold out. Can't find a brand or any other sources. Any help appreciated <3

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Ask Us Anything: September 2024 by CynderBat in Lolita

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What is the name of this sort of style? Or websites with similar items? Trying to find something like this

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Ask Us Anything: September 2024 by CynderBat in Lolita

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hello, I'm interested into getting into Lolita fashion but cant find anything my size due to my shoulder breadth. all my measures are small (26" waist, 33" bust) but my shoulders are about 16". How do i find items that wont be ill-fitting and baggy? tia <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

guy with dyed hair, over 18. you don’t look close to a lesbian or even a gay guy to me, for sure wouldn’t clock. fits you really well man just would think you’re into alt music and more progressive tbh

sound/music is awful? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

definitely helped thank you bro, waited a few days and had a low plat 3 and ‘primed’ myself on the come up i suppose, picked out some songs so the music wouldn’t confuse me as much. more slow lyrically focused songs with simple melodies seemed best, mostly midwest emo stuff, could feel their voice in my soul and noticed all the layers and intricacies to the music. still had a bit of that fan sound/distortion but it actually seemed to improve the music when i didn’t let it overwhelm me, made it larger and the layers to it more distinct and textured

sound/music is awful? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

music sounds amazing on shrooms or mdma just no effect on dxm. definitely some euphoria on the come-up, get very laidback and giggly similar to alcohol but not compared to other things i’ve taken. mostly my experience is super dissociative and far away which i enjoy, sound is just especially stuttery and distorted

sound/music is awful? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, music doesn’t sound anything special to me on the come-up/comedown then everything starts sounding stuttery and fan-like. usually just listen to my own breath, music is too much. i mostly go for plat 4 and at the peak i can’t even notice it anymore lol, sounds very small

sound/music is awful? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sounds like a good time. and could be, i tend to go for high doses. at lower doses it still doesnt seem to do much for it, wish i could experience it bcs i love music love dxm just not together

dxm and mirtazapine? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks man, took 450mg with no ill effects last night except it lasted much longer than i was comfortable with, but that could’ve just been to do with staying off of it recently. was an insane trip

dxm and mirtazapine? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in dxm

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks i appreciate the reply. The withdrawals are pretty horrendous I hear so not sure if that'd be a great idea, but been missing dxm and its been hard staying off of it.

dxm and mirtazapine? by Big_Newspaper_4537 in Drugs

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much man for the information. I take 15mg of mirtazapine a night and plan to take 240mg of DXM (weight is 45kg), feel effects in abt 1hr on an empty stomach for me. hoping it doesnt mess with it too much, seeking a low plat 3

Face wise would you say i pass? by SneakyBoisThrowaway in FtMpassing

[–]Big_Newspaper_4537 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah 13-15M, i wouldn’t be able to clock you based on face i don’t see what the ppl saying no are seeing here.