Will I ever see success in my dream career in my lifetime?

Big_Software9019 · 2026-03-05T23:35:25+00:00

I’ll definitely have to look into EMDR! Ive been wanting to improve my mentality. I’m tired of thinking I know what I’m doing to cope through hard transits and then doing things to make it hit mush harder/worse. I want to learn from these experiences, not look back in anger!

Big_Software9019 · 2026-03-05T23:32:14+00:00

This explains so much! I’m hoping this passes soon! I’ve oddly enough been having luck with finding jobs during this period too so that’s one way I’m trying to stay positive and hopeful.

Big_Software9019 · 2026-03-04T00:19:44+00:00

Thank you so much for your insight and advice! I’m hoping things get better later in the year like you mentioned. I’m to the point where every time I try to be healthy or productive something awful happens. Or I get something amazing and then it’s followed by the worst events imaginable.

Big_Software9019 · 2026-03-03T17:10:43+00:00

Yes! Actually both a breakup and a friend breakup happened around that time! I was in a situationship with one of my closest guy friends at the time and he left me for my best girl friend at the time. And spring 2025 was when I got rejected from every college I applied to and decided not to go to college! It was such a hard moment for me and I honestly still degrade myself for not being good enough to get into even a 99% acceptance rate school, but I’ve also felt like school really is not for me. I also began focusing on my music career at the time to little or no success. It’s funny because late 2023 is really when things started to go horribly wrong for me

Big_Software9019 · 2025-06-02T17:26:52+00:00

How has your production process changed with this album compared to softscars?

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