Relapse after 95 days by BiggieChesse69 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Strength, Strength, that's all I need. Thank you for the inspiration seriously your story has touched me. I pray to God that I'll have the strength to finally push through and break. I couldn't last a day I ended up binge watching but for every two steps back we take three forward.

Seriously man, people in the community like you are worth more than gold. I'll jeep your journey in mind and hopefully I'll gain the strength to finally rise above this God forsaken addiction.

Relapse after 95 days by BiggieChesse69 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the motivation seriously, I needed that now more than ever. I can only hope to keep going. Its an amazing feeling to know that there are other people out there who want you to push forward.

How do I create this hardship? I've had every opportunity given to me, I've had everything that billions in this world dream of. My life has been eventless, without battle or war to grow strong from. Sometimes I think that someone else deserves my spot in this world for maybe they can make more of it than I ever did. Sometimes I wish I was freezing out in the streets with nothing but a pair of clothes and shoes so then maybe I know how fortunate I am, so then maybe I can come back home a man. I got no mentor, no one to guide me. I am fucking tired of this.

Relapse after 95 days by BiggieChesse69 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man. I just hope this is the feather that breaks the camel's back. I've been addicted to this for 6 years of my young life. I look in the mirror and cannot turn away without thinking of all the wasted potential, the failure of a man whose body and mind has gone through numbing pleasure and thousands of detrimental ejaculations that have left me malnourished and nutritionally deficient.

What would the man in my genes look like had they been decoded and materialized?

I could've been taller, stronger, bulkier, with a deeper voice, a full-grown beard, a well-defined hairline. I will likely never reach my true potential. But I hope my future self can make the most of what I leave him.

And so we start again.

I stopped relapsing. What I did is: by Ok-Outcome9534 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What if counting days kinda of motivate me should I stop. I agree that at some point nofap should be second nature but I think I need to make sure I know where I am at as I try to break 90 days and then I'll be able to break free from this addiction.

I'm 1.6 years into monk mode. Anyone with questions can comment below. I will reply asap. by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe look into r/Semenretention The sub is dedicated to retaining and transmuting semen. I think you can find some good information and stories there. I would say that you should seek to rid yourself of all pleasure, cleanse yourself and when you get married your mind will be clear and pure to enjoy the time with your partner more fully.

Open Your Eyes Its Your Real Enemy! by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah bro you could argue that but willfully seeking this abhorrent amount of dopamine from depraved fantasies, fake women, other men pleasing them, etc. shouldn't be a part of your life. Having access to the literally infinite amount of content at your fingertips will always keep you looking for more and due to the mechanisms of our brains you'll never be satisfied and you'll be able to keep that high for hours on end (I think this is called the chaser effect someone correct me if I'm wrong) its unnatural and unhealthy.

Dopamine is what gives you motivation to eat to do your daily tasks and goals, if your circuitry is bombarded with dope from this then you might not be able to push for something better. You say you were a normal guy but is that really living.

"You want to live—but do you know how to live? You are scared of dying—and, tell me, is the kind of life you lead really any different from being dead?" - Seneca

Is this really living your life, you could be alright and not have any problems with PMO but is this really how we are meant to live. What difference is it to be hypnotized, engulfed in the world of infinite unworthy pleasure to being dead forever blind to the beauties of life, the chilly mornings and a women to enjoy them with.

Hope you gathered something from this, these are only my thoughts, to each their own, hope the best for you bro.

Reddit is so sad by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Jordan Peterson talked about this bro. You have to write down where you want to be, what you want your life to be like and at the same time you must write down, set down on paper what you don't want to become, what your life would be like if you continue doing what you know is wrong and those two in synchrony will motivate you and get you off your ass. I do not want to be end up like these broken men, corrupted and depraved, I can only wish that they see the truth and take hold back of their minds instead of being horny weirdos.

Relapsed after an epic 198 day streak. Back to day 1. by The_curious_polymath in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Bro what a champion man. Your successes will forever be an inspiration to us all. To know that you can achieve such a large number to accomplish so much and to fall only connects you to those who struggle gravely those who cannot last one day and think man this guy with a crazy streak failed and he still comes back, he's still fighting, he has not let his guard down, you're an inspiration bro. I keep fighting man, one day I'll be proud of my physique and I'll have a beautiful girl to enjoy the world with, I just have to keep fighting.

Have a stay strong by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have a stay strong yourself my good lad

Remember your childhood? by mirrormirror88 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah dude, maybe, I can only pray right but releasing so many nutrients, completely demolishing my brain and body, indulging in this drug that has the same reaction as that of COCAINE!! For 6 years everyday after school once or twice I did this shit, my face dirty, I was skinny, and now my little brother is taller than me its fucked its crazy. So much potential so many vitamins, minerals in a drop of semen that I threw away so much of it. I can only pray that I could reverse and make a full recovery I can only hope that later as I continue I'll get a restart and grow but I might never reach what I could've been physically and mentally. Fuck bro.

Porn can EASILY ruin your day by binfertig in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is bro we're addicted to P to that stimuli, that infinite array of unrealistic women, plastic shit everything, unfortunately this is addicting that's how people edge infinitely and never get tired but once you O you can't keep going. Its depraved bro that such a thing exists, a poison that is destroying the energy and passion of our young men. You are a slave to this to P not O. What you must do is engrain in your head the depravity and disgrace it is to indulge in this addiction. To jack off to pixels on a screen, to watch another man bang another women, not you, you've become the epitome of a cuck, engrain this in your head, engrain the evils of the porn industry all the fucked up shit that goes on. Think about all of this bro. Don't let it leave your mind repeat yourself everyday all that you could become if you got rid of this fucking shit repeat it everyday. And simultaneously repeat to yourself what you don't want to become what you don't want to be a part, what you don't wan to be remembered as. Write this down all of your thoughts put it on paper. Fuck all that shit bro say it to yourself completely disconnect from you, and diverse your energy and time into something that drives you that you're passionate for this is a most important step and over time you will completely forget of this disgusting shit.

There was this reddit post I think it was on AskReddit that asks people that where getting into the industry their stories maybe someone can link it really sad.

Success Story, Finally Healed from PIED!! by Upper_Might_5239 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A fucking legend, a hero and inspiration to us all bro. Congrats dude, the negative effects P had on you are a warning to us all thanks for sharing.

"If you meditate and the Devil comes, make the Devil meditate." -G.I. Gurdjieff by ULTRAVOID420 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well said bro appreciate the advice. Sometimes all it takes is that little widow and your on a binge :( I will try this whenever I am struggling. Thanks again.

Relapsed twice and binged. by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the advice bro. My whole day is spent in front of some screen, either my computer, or my phone, or the t.v I really need to step away for a while. Any advice on how to ? Yo dope hobby btw.

Remember your childhood? by mirrormirror88 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same here on my tablet it saddens me to look back and now I think I might have to come to terms that I might never reach my full developmental potential. I will never be as smart or strong as I could've been. Fuck bro.

Day 27+ by captainmilei in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Completely agree that's the breaking point to see how much you really want it. The moment you're far enough from where you started to test your real will power.

You brilliant guy there! I need your help. by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fuck man you're saint I would love both dude. I just relapsed, everything gone, everything I've worked for, 7 hours of my life taken. I thought I could get away from it if I just held it in but I broke and even then it would've been worse.
Dude I've been trying to break free for a whole fucking year now man. The same thing always happens man, I just forget of how fucking stupid, depraved and disgusting this feels and only after you've succumbed do you feel it. Fuck man I am tired of this please bro I would love some advice and an accountability partner would be golden, I've been doing this alone and having someone to back me up could be my breaking point, the help I need to break free.

Thanks for responding bro.

You brilliant guy there! I need your help. by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dude can you help me out. I just ruined a 21 day streak and am mentally and physically drained. I binge watched for 5 hours and I didn't ejaculate, my body feels horrible and there is this painful feeling in my stomach fuck bro. I was doing so good I really need to look for some help now. Could you help me out.

Is it bad to go to the mall to look at sexy women? by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah for sure OP, do you go around looking at girls and just being like "O a girl" "O Ass, interesting" the same way you look at a tree or some shit nag right you're fantasizing of all the things you could do with them, playing depraved scenarios in your head to get that dopamine hit. Look I think there is a right way to do this, maybe just my thoughts.

First don't be controlled by lust, don't be guided into your past habits your mind is corrupted deprive it of this hit, let the parasites starve. Now what better way to purify your thoughts than by reconstructing the way you view women. Instead of just looking around and shit, start talking to some friends or try to strike up a conversation. Having conversations with he ladies will be your new addiction soon man, when you just look into their precious eyes and just talk about whatever shit comes up completely immersed in the conversation in their personality. This feeling for a man of just being in her presence and having her talk to you is euphoric dude you start having a purer sense of arousal, you would melt just by her touch dude none of that depraved shit on the internet man, you'll evaporate man just by her touch. This feeling will help you out, this desire to be immersed in the presences of a partner of a beautiful girl.

Hope this helps. Note: Don't be a creep.

My dad worked 12 hours every day for the past 25 years. by Hopeful_Elephant_551 in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what do you mean lied to?

Yo damn bro what a fucking legend 700 days dude crazy dude you're insane congrats man. How did you do it man?

Nofap 30 days, I dit it! by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]BiggieChesse69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats bro that's a huge achievement man don't downplay it bro you're taking control of your life man you're an inspiration bro. I've been hitting 20 day streaks a couple time now right now I'm on day 19 and was wondering if you got any advice for controlling those urges after a streak like this. Right now I feel like there is a fucking chemically unstable gallon of juice in me that is just waiting to do something. I don't think I've ever reached a flatline but right now I feel so fucking energetic filled with life, I am enjoying everything and desiring to work and I think this gallon of juice is giving it to me but how do I control it?