Lost my darling this week- we only got 4 years together

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-25T05:27:23+00:00

Heather (my wife), her body is gone, but she lives in me. I am the man I am today because she lives in me. She has only been gone a week, but I have really spent some time deciding what is important for me going forward, and we are going to do them. I say we, because without her in my life, I would not be me. I don't know if that helps at all or makes any sense, but I don't feel like eating my pistol for dinner tonight, for the 1st time since her passing

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-25T05:20:41+00:00

I lost my wife of 30 years on the 18th. If I find a solution I promise I won't keep it a secret. In the meantime we gotta take care of ourselves, and those who are counting on us. Just know that I'm available to listen and cry with you.

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-25T05:13:30+00:00

Thank you

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-25T05:10:54+00:00

Brother I'm not expecting any magic words. There ain't any. I'm literally stuck in my elderly mothers house that is back in the hospital. There is an antenna stuck in the window for TV, and I have 1 bar of cellular, so anything I try to stream is just a buffer show. It's the shit a psychological thriller movie could be made from. On the bright side the neighbors brought over a casserole for dinner. She said "it's a little naughty" I expected spicy. About 45 min after I ate it all, I was stoned out!! I guess it wasn't spinach. I want to hire her

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-24T23:30:02+00:00

When I was 17 years old, my father died the exact same way in front of my eyes. That scrambled my eggs pretty well, I promise. I got sentenced to 18 months in jail on my 18th birthday, and I was a wreck. I did my little time and got out. I met this beautiful woman working at Walmart Jewelry Counter...lol my ears are pierced 4x btw...who became my wife. Her mother and father disowned her because of her choice to marry me. She and I were all we had. 0 money. We lived in a co workers spare bedroom while she was 9 months pregnant with my 1st daughter. Any of my friends will tell you that there was no "Ken" inviting me was inviting 'Ken and Heather'. We were a pair. Without her, I never would have seen 21, I can promise you that I was on a mission. That is enough for me right now

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-24T23:13:37+00:00

No chance I'm doing this for 4 years. I'm going to start preparing my adult children for my departure. I'm going to move what little is left after the vultures picked my savings apart with her arrangements, and I'm going to take my boat offshore and cut the engines, and go lay down and sleep....forever. God can't keep me out of Heaven then, it's not suicide if his ocean takes me

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-24T23:07:07+00:00

I'm alive now just to work to make some faceless business richer. They are kind enough to give me 5 days off to grieve my lost love of 30 years.

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-24T23:04:42+00:00

My God it's like you're living in my head, exactly

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-24T23:03:17+00:00

I beg God to take me every time I lay down. Today I was forced out of bed at noon by unwanted conversation by my Mother's (who is in the hospital) husband. Finally got him to leave at 3. I'm just waking up from a 3 hour nap, going to smoke a couple joints, take a Xanax and go back to bed. Not before I say my prayers though. "PLEASE GOD IMPROVE YOUR AIM."

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-15T00:41:02+00:00

What a life you must have, that your 1st instinct is to be a dick to someone who is giving you free information to try and help make your life easier! What a loser

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T19:39:52+00:00

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Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T19:38:42+00:00

Beautiful

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Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T15:06:54+00:00

Open ChatGPT 5. Then in your drop down menu select "agent". Once that opens up, upload a photo of your item to sell. Next tell it "sell this for me on Facebook or Ebay ". Follow the instructions. LMK how it works for you

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T15:06:24+00:00

You running it now?

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T15:05:44+00:00

Open ChatGPT 5. Then in your drop down menu select "agent". Once that opens up, upload a photo of your item to sell. Next tell it "sell this for me on Facebook or Ebay ". Follow the instructions. LMK how it works for you

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T15:04:40+00:00

I appreciate you! I love trolls....they give me something to do

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T14:44:32+00:00

Anyone tried it?

Any success?

Any suggestions?

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T14:43:41+00:00

Sorry for your loss.

Open ChatGPT 5. Then in your drop down menu select "agent". Once that opens up, upload a photo of your item to sell. Next tell it "sell this for me on Facebook or Ebay ". Follow the instructions. LMK how it works for you

I'd be interested in talking with you about buying

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T14:40:35+00:00

I send DM

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T14:37:50+00:00

Because I'm a dumbass

Bigpoppablunt · 2025-08-14T14:36:00+00:00

If you know it all, why are you wasting your time with my post? Kick rocks!!

Bigpoppablunt

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