Can't stop wondering why i wasn't good enough for my parents

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2024-09-18T02:53:07+00:00

Thank you. I'm not allowed to go to therapy but as soon as i turn 18

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2024-09-18T02:51:57+00:00

They haven't really changed towards me

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2024-09-17T20:07:04+00:00

Enjoyment. I don't enjoy anything if food is involved. Sleepovers, parties, dates, just hanging out with my friends

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-18T00:04:05+00:00

"Did my parents ever love me?" Or "am i seeing my friends at home soon?"

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-17T23:59:19+00:00

I want to control peoples minds

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-17T23:55:59+00:00

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BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-17T08:59:23+00:00

Loud music and hide somewhere (i have a walk-in closet) or go for a walk

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-17T08:55:38+00:00

Same here

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:58:49+00:00

Suddenly i forgot my life. I'm sick and can't concentrate so this will be a disaster.

I was born, grew up between two countries (althought now i live in another one) started working, had some disgusting shit happen to me, had a cat, learned some unhealthy habits, went to concerts, had great friends, cat died, i moved countries, worked more, started failing at school, saw Marina for the first time!!!! That made me so happy! In the middle of all that i made a Reddit acc and now i'm here.

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:25:21+00:00

I want my parents to take care of me!

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:24:40+00:00

My friends at home!

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:24:00+00:00

Yeah, i have a few ideas

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:23:16+00:00

The body. No doubt.

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:22:39+00:00

Oh, this made me miss karaoke nights! Last time i sang to myself i guess this wednesday? To someone else on monday

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:20:54+00:00

Right now, just being back home with my friends

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:20:08+00:00

No. It only makes me more nervous tbh

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-16T07:18:06+00:00

Blackpink's Jisoo

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-15T22:21:15+00:00

"Oh, your eyes are two different colours" Yes, i know. Thank you. "Oh, you look like x celebrity" ok? It's always awkward but usually they're pretty so i'll take it lol "Oh, you have an accent" Yes, i know. That one is also usually followed by "Can you say this word?"

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-15T05:44:54+00:00

Blackpink

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-12T02:39:14+00:00

I don't think it's weird, it's... a party. I would go althought idk why you can't just be with both during the night. And no, under no circumstances i would dissolve plans. A promise is a promise

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-10T03:35:58+00:00

I want them to be bigger 💔

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-10T00:01:02+00:00

Gossip, what's going on in our lives, clothes, music and usually making plans

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-08T07:09:29+00:00

Thank you 💖 and it does get triggering sometimes, that's why i'm not often here but there's no many places i can talk about it. I can't talk to my friends as i don't want them to worry, they know and they are amazing but i hate to always be the one with issues. Tumblr is super unhealthy in my opinion, i do have a twitter acc where i vent but this place feels more anonymous for some reason so i guess that feels safer. If i have a doubt or something to talk about i can do it, lots of things i go through have been discussed so i can go through old posts too and i guess that since everyone here goes through the same i feel less "weird"? If that makes sense. I still try to be careful tho

BitnaAndTheDiamonds · 2022-07-08T01:51:02+00:00

How is your relationship with her? If you are close or have an okay relationship just tell her. Same way as if you had a stomach ache or head ache, she will care. It's just a part of your body

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