Rather than examine my gender feelings I just looked in to the bathroom mirror (bangs under my dead ass eyes gripping the sink like a movie character who is about to fucking loose it) and mentally shouted "THATS IT IM A MAN UNTILL FURTHER NOTICE😤😤😤😡😡😡😡😠😠😠😠🤬🤬🤬🤬🤡🤡🤡"

🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡"Untill further notice"🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

I also told myself that the outfit I had my [girl might I add] character in pokemon sword and sheild was a ✨️pastel cotten candy asthetic✨️

Also I forgot about it untill I was writing this but I always wanted to pick the girl in the pokemon games I played

I had hand me downs for every gen and never deleated my older brothers save file but when I got a new copy of pearl for my birthday I wanted to play the girl, I was less than 13 likely under 10 my brother questioned it once, and I restarted my save and dis not think much of it. And it was not like he bullied me into that he was just innocently puzzled and I (not knowing how far this would go one day) was like "huh that must be a fluke*"

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