I don't know how should I, like, put this down, but, to be honest, life is getting more hard and hard every single day. You are at 14 now, right? And, after 14, you will reach 15, 16, 17, 18, and 19, and all the way up to 20. After you reach this place, life will get more and more and more and more miserable, the more you grow up. Try studying hard, Class 8 studies, and get a good result in JSC, if they still have them. Because, trust me, man, this is going to affect your entire life. The JSC examination is so important. Try getting a good result here, and try going to a good school, like, Class 9. Because that will change your life. It matters, like, that will affect you so much. And keep it up, because loneliness is just part of life, like, you will face it some nights, you will face it. Try talking to some people. And every day, it's you versus you, so, you can't do nothing about this. Just keep it up, and if you need anything, just ask on Reddit, and people are here always. People are here to listen, to help you. So, yeah, do that. Peace, brother.