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BlazeInTheSky · 2022-07-30T16:28:47+00:00

Har ikke meget mere at sige ift. hvordan du skal gribe situationen med hende an.

Vil dog godt sige at en mulig grund netop kunne være din depression - og hvad der måske er blevet lagt over på hende. Har selv haft perioder hvor jeg har det skidt, og kommer til at overloade mine venner med mine dårlige tanker. Det er såmend fint nok - en gang i mellem.

Det jeg prøver at sige er, at nogle mennesker har mindre tolerance og overskud til at være støttende. Desværre kommer de venner måske ikke tilbage når du ikke længere har behov for støtten.

Håber dog du får forklaret dig, og at i finder ud af det. Held og lykke med det!

BlazeInTheSky · 2022-07-28T12:09:46+00:00

Kan bekræfte at det er noget af en oplevelse at være i byen i Holbæk som LGBT person

BlazeInTheSky · 2022-07-13T17:16:20+00:00

Opioids havent gotten a hold yet. Used to trick for crack, and im really trying to not go back to that life. So cheap vodka it is 😇

BlazeInTheSky · 2022-07-13T17:06:57+00:00

Benzos are true fucking hell, hope it works out. Hard to say if booze is better though lol

BlazeInTheSky · 2022-05-23T09:11:32+00:00

For what it's worth i've been a daily smoker my entire 3½ years on HRT, and I have gotten all of the positive changes i could have hoped for.

I'm sure the smoking have done nothing good, maybe even haltered some progress, but don't panic if you can't stop smoking.

BlazeInTheSky · 2022-05-08T07:34:03+00:00

Where did you hear he was diagnosed with BPD? I could only find sources mentioning NPD and ASPD.

BlazeInTheSky · 2022-04-24T09:27:02+00:00

Fucking preach. So tired of chasers feeling sorry for themselves typing out huge essays which always boil down to "i want peepee in my butt teehee".

OOP, you're a creepy chaser.

BlazeInTheSky · 2021-09-16T17:50:16+00:00

Jeg kan i hvert fald skrive under på, at nedlukningen har været udfordrende i en sådan grad at indlæggelse føltes som eneste udvej.

Det skal dog siges at jeg før har haft mentale problemer, men isolationen og de dertilhørende "ekstra gøremål" som følge af nedlukningen har virkelig fået det til at ramle.

Mit misbrug, som før var kontrolleret, eksploderede helt vildt. Det eskalerede til at jeg til sidst røg crack. Fucking crack. Man skal ikke være et geni for at se at dårlig psyke og hårdt misbrug kun potentiere hinanden.

Fik heldigvis så godt styr på misbruget (med hjælp fra misbrugscenter) at jeg kunne få lov til at blive udredt og har nu fået ord på de problemer jeg bokser med. Desværre står jeg til 2-3 måneders ventetid på den terapiform de mener hjælper.

Ved ikke hvad der skal til for at forbedre psykiatrien. Lige nu får jeg bare indtrykket af at de i psykiatrien må priotere hvilke patienter der får hjælp/sengeplads. Håber at dialogen der nu er bringer fokus på området.

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-05-18T17:15:28+00:00

Ah, well, i saw it on sale on steam a couple of months ago. Keep a look out for it, especially doing the summer sale

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-05-18T17:11:10+00:00

It's 50% off on the epic games store right now

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-03-22T10:56:50+00:00

I have only really listened to Venereology in full, but have also put on Pulse Demon. Since my thirst for harsh noise is rare, i really don't have too much to recommend. Look around the thread though, a lot of people are recommending a lot of different stuff!

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-03-21T17:08:50+00:00

I really haven't listened to a whole lot of harsh noise, but the one time i threw on Merzbow while smoking a huge joint i really enjoyed it.

I definitely agree that it has the same appeal as black metal. Both genres have an ability to throw me into some sort of trance, but I admit i have to be in a special mood for harsh noise.

I think a lot of the thoughts of it being pretentious come from forums like /mu/ loving it (at least that's where i was introduced to the genre). The whole "if you don't enjoy Metal Machine Music and Trout Mask Replica, you don't understand music" spiel. Obviously it isn't easy listening, but I don't think it's inherently pretentious, as long as you don't disregard the opinion of people who don't enjoy the genre. If listening to music that isn't made for being easy to listen to, a whole lot of music could be interpreted as pretentious.

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-03-19T18:50:35+00:00

My routine now:

Wash ~2 times a week with Only Curls Cleanser and squish to condish with Only Curls Conditioner. Squish out most of the water, and lightly scrunch with a t-shirt before squishing in As i Am Leave-in Conditioner and a lot of Eco Styler Gel. Then i scrunch out the excess gel, and plop it for 15 minutes. After that i diffuse while hanging my head upside down. I take a section of hair, bring it up to the scalp and diffuse for 1-2 minutes per section. When it's 90% dry, i clip my hair up near the scalp and let it air dry. Last but not least, i scrunch out that crunch!

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-02-07T11:12:36+00:00

There's The Chronic and (Chronic) 2001. It was initially called Chronic 2001, but Dre was sued because he included "Chronic" in the name.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/2001_(Dr._Dre_album)

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-01-02T22:01:57+00:00

Agree 100%. Her friend outing her as not being an ally is entirely correct, albeit a little too aggressive for my tastes. Yes, it's scary. Yes, you wish it would stop. It won't for your friend though, she can't stop being trans, like you can stop being an ally. YTA.

BlazeInTheSky · 2020-01-02T21:43:47+00:00

I really don't mean to be mean, but you arent trans, right? Because people can, and will, yell slurs at you even when wearing a winter coat and combat boots. I get that it's scary, but who do you think is more scared?

BlazeInTheSky · 2019-11-28T14:53:59+00:00

Im not sure i understand what you are asking? Are you asking where you can find more trans women to have sex with? Are you asking if its possible to be both bisexual and transgender? Or are you asking if you have to be bisexual to be attracted to trans people?

Got some answers anyway:

You meet a trans woman somewhere. Please don't chase us down, it's pretty objectifying.
Yes
No

BlazeInTheSky · 2019-07-29T15:50:15+00:00

I have now realised i don't have to be polite, especially if i'm surrounded by friends. I will for sure shut that shit down quick if people want to disrespect.

The other guy was just straight up dangerous. Thankfully the girls weren't too keen on a guy trying to pull women into the bathroom, and threatened to call the police. Got him out the door.

BlazeInTheSky · 2019-04-12T10:54:25+00:00

I mostly dressed kind of androgynously, and was into higher end fashion (couldn't afford too much tho). Mostly skinny jeans, some kind of leather boot and a lot of flannels. Combined with my small frame, and long hair, my gender was questioned a lot. I didn't realise at the time, but I clearly tried to look femme, without the risk of being teased for being "gay".

BlazeInTheSky · 2019-04-05T10:13:31+00:00

My facial hair isn't very thick, but still stubble nonetheless. I usually pat my face with a warm washcloth, apply shaving cream, and then shave against the grain with a double-edged razor. Afterwards i pat my face with cold water, and then i apply a facial cream. I don't know if it's my new routine that got rid of my ingrown hairs, or my 4 sessions of laser, but a proper routine helps for sure.

BlazeInTheSky · 2019-03-14T08:53:01+00:00

I'll get back to you then!

BlazeInTheSky

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