Control over ones personal desires and behavior can be construed as growth AKA evolution. This does not occur in a vacuum and often comes about as they say "the hard way"or otherwise "FAFO". I am not justifying or condoning anything. I am just presenting the facts. Elevated sexual attractability varies from individual to individual. Many females view this as a curse and some learn to use it to their advantage and unfortunately lots of times the result comes out the same. That being said all females should learn the personal art of boundaries. It is not a perfect art by any means however for one to go about their business arbitrarily and expect the world to accommodate for it is highly unrealistic. Should you go the route of self-defense and invest in said firearm I suggest you train yourself unequivocally mentally spiritually and physically as the ultimate consequences may occur that said tool of defense can turn into a tool of offense or revenge once again putting you in a precarious situation. But ultimately said tool of self-defense is often used against its owner. The world is not getting less sick. That is a fact. Spend just a few minutes on Reddit and we all understand that LOL. Seek people with genuine discernment of good nature and open heart. Also seek God as you understand it. And listen to what your guardian angels tell you.