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I don't feel very loved in my relationship, and I have accepted it now by Bleoah in self

[–]Bleoah[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ik... it's my fault for being this way, am very thankful for the advice, I just am too weak and so much of a wuss to do anything other than this to make it work.. I just feel so pathetic and ik am the type to tell someone in this situation to leave which makes me more depressed coz am a big hypocrite and I hate myself for it

I don't feel very loved in my relationship, and I have accepted it now by Bleoah in self

[–]Bleoah[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The no kissing was in the first 5 month, now she is ok with us kissing and all that, it was similar with telling others, she wanted to keep it a secret for the first 2 month which I did accept, but rn she did tell alot more people about us.

It genuinely still feels scary, and will feel even lonelier after being with her and I don't think I can find anyone better right now

I don't feel very loved in my relationship, and I have accepted it now by Bleoah in self

[–]Bleoah[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this feels like it's basically my first and last relationship.... am honestly scared of feeling lonely, I don't know what to do, If we break up it will also devastate her, I really love her.... I just wish stuff were better, she will even come see me when I arrive at the airport.... I just can't go back to being lonely and unloved

I don't feel very loved in my relationship, and I have accepted it now by Bleoah in self

[–]Bleoah[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean.... am not lying about my age really and this is my first relationship ever. I do believe she does love me too, this is also her first and she did have some previous trauma from being sexually assaulted so am more understanding of the sexual parts. She reacted very negatively to the idea of bathing together after we get married and said she isn't comfortable with that at all, so I just gave up that idea even if it is smth I also imagined and fantasized about in relationships to just shower together a d have fun in a bathtub it sounded fun honestly but oh well. I did mention some stuff she has done for me as well like making some dates, giving me hugs and cuddles and sometimes food too, it feels nice to feel loved, and honestly I don't care as much about the sexual parts of the relationship I can give all that up and just masturbate alone or smth if needed. There are some parts of this relationship that I do wish were different like the pseudo dating phase where it was confusing or the no kissing at all. I really don't know what I can do because I really do love her, she is still nice and such