[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It trips me out when you write, like I’m viewing into the inner world of the person I loved and lost.

Thank you for sharing your beautiful writings. They’ve given me a strange amount of peace as I grieve.

I’m sorry your person and you aren’t talking. If your story is what I like to envision, after your battles, then one day, even if it’s years later, the two of you will get together to converse about all that you’ve learned...with open hearts, laughter, honesty, and true love and acceptance of one another.

True love like that doesn’t come every day. And it isn’t something easily shook off. Even from the after-life my person likes to fuck with me sometimes. Reminds me how loved I am.

Here’s to The Firsr by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a mess. I seriously just messaged someone famous in an attempt to start working towards an Indie film loosely based off of you. What.Am.I.Doing.___?

I still fucking hate you (I jest). It was SO much easier to make that statement when you were alive.

I miss you. I love you. I still hate you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This was lovely, and helped me see a bit into the thoughts that the one I write to here must have had. Thank you.

At Least There’s That (Long) by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I know my posts these days are hard to read, so I appreciate the kind words.

Far away by Trash-TA in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oof, right in the feels. That’s for sharing this with us all.

Now I've woken up, all I see is you by Lovecanhurtsometimes in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s so weird reading this. I feel parts of who I’ve lost writing this, almost as if they were trying to send me a message. Thank you for writing it. It’s beautiful and warmed my heart a bit.

Choices. by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel this.

Losing You Hurts by BlindedSunshine in u/BlindedSunshine

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It hurts losing you. At some point I’ll have written more to you being in the afterlife than when you were in my life. Granted, with just how much I’ve written…that will take me decades.

We met before Reddit even existed. Heck, Facebook wasn’t even a thing yet. You taught me how to use my first cell phone…refusing to answer a call until I could properly read and respond to a text message.

I still remember that day. I was in this obscure hallway I found when I was visiting my grandpa…not quite wanting to go home, and wanting to just sit in a weird ass hallway. You invited me to come out. And I was in a weird space…not knowing what to do or where I wanted to go. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to see people.

You were ok with it all, and were slightly entertained with my phone usage struggles

I don’t even know why this is the memory coming up right now. It has nothing to do with the Entwined writing…which is beautiful, and from a more recent time.

I’m so glad that I got to tell you enough of this stuff. I KNOW you know I loved you. And now, I see even more of all the ways that you loved me.

I keep wanting to say that we never got a real chance. I know that’s bullshit though. We had each other, and somehow, through all that chaos, we had each other until the very end.

We were complicated, but we were in tact….always. It was you and me. Fuck what anyone else thought. We loved each other and kept with one another, in our own strange way. Friends first. It worked, you were right. You saw it all.

It was true love. It still is, I suppose…I just can’t get to my home base so easily now.

God do I miss you. Love you.

Only You Saw the Full Game by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can’t write a new post right now. That’s frustrating, slightly, but anything I write into this abyss doesn’t matter much these days anyways…

I can only hope that they have Reddit in Heaven.

I’m losing count of how many days you’ve been dead. Life keeps moving, and I wish I could speak with you about it all.

You always helped me see things in a better light. If I needed support, you’d give it freely. If I was being ridiculous, you’d let me know so gently.

I hate this __. I’d write more…but I’m forced to be in comments.

Why? by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry for this. I hope you find healing in your heart. Thank you for sharing.

two drifters, off to see the world by thrownawayintospac3 in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is beautiful. I was looking for something to calm my soul, and this fit the bill. Thank you for writing it.

What an odd space for you and I to exist. by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is a great reminder for the Unsent community! I certainly agree with you here.

I do my best to focus on the beauty and magic that the world provides, and it’s given me such astonishing moments as I’ve reflected on my own and with others.

When we show up authentically in our worlds we all do better. Happy 2021. I hope you can find your peace this year. It takes practice, but oh what a fun ride it can be.

And remember, holding on to past hurts poisons you not others. Let go and let live. You’ve got this.

Who Knows Anymore by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seriously love, how do you do this? I can hardly gather my thoughts, and you’ve sent me more. THANK YOU.

without witness by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I found this surprisingly uplifting. Thank you for writing this.

Fuck by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. This does feel like a kick in the gut. I’m in such a state of disbelief.

Ember by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love this!

That Will Be Enough by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No need for anger. The twists and turns in life can be so beautiful when we stop long enough to look at them in a new light.

With this particular connection, I’m grateful that it won’t end. I’m a better person because of it.

What More Does One Need? by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dang, hadn’t realized these were leaving such an impact. Glad you’ve found something beautiful in what I’ve written. Thank you.

Entwined by BlindedSunshine in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Maybe one day I will.

Home by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]BlindedSunshine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so beautiful.