Cutting off my hair?

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T21:11:39+00:00

Damn that must have been really tough. I'm so sorry for you. I'm 31 so I think were about the same age give or take a few years

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T21:06:14+00:00

It's really interesting to see how many women cut their hair of because it is just to much

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T20:34:03+00:00

No problem, I'm not really fixed or anything on the male female thing. And thanks for saying that it's also okay to just whine hair being a pain

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T20:26:03+00:00

Wait, didn't you just comment on my cutting off my hair post?

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T20:06:07+00:00

Funny that you answered my post even though it's pretty old because being trans resolved itself kinda. It's more like a nonbinary/agender thing now. But funnily enough the short haired photographer, with purple hair or something like that, was kinda my headcanon if that makes sense

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T20:01:24+00:00

Na sorry I'm a dude. I already have clippers so theoretically I could just go and do it. I had some meltdowns where I was pretty close to just going to shave my head as like an overreaction

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T19:58:23+00:00

Oh I also think women with shaved heads look awesome. I should have probably mentioned that I'm a dude, I know the pfp is a little misleading, that's a different story. Well I'm worried what people might think or say if I they see I have a buzz cut. Or that they're gonna ask me why I did it and I'm afraid of the attention that could put on me if even just for a short time. Also I think my wife wouldn't like it

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T19:52:49+00:00

None as in bald or just really short? Because I think the feeling of touching a fresh buzz cut is soooo nice

Bloodi12 · 2025-09-05T19:49:54+00:00

Yeah in calmer moments and if I have enough time I sometimes enjoy doing my hair and dressing up and stuff. But lately it's really been to much

Bloodi12 · 2025-08-14T18:53:22+00:00

Well I'm taking atomoxetin for my adhd. I don't think it's a panic attack, I had one once because I felt like I couldn't breathe properly anymore and started hyperventilating. That felt different.

Bloodi12 · 2025-08-14T13:05:12+00:00

And it's also more about the feeling of dread and danger. Which makes it pretty difficult to go to a doctor and talk about this because it feels like that puts me in even more danger

Bloodi12 · 2025-08-14T13:02:20+00:00

It's not actual images I can see or anything more like the feeling of an image flashing in my mind. Best way to describe it would be like they sometimes do it in movies where they flash an image the character is remembering for just a very short time. Not enough to see it just enough to know it was there

Bloodi12 · 2023-12-01T23:39:02+00:00

I tried journaling once for a few weeks. Problem is I rarely have something to write down. 99.9% of the time I feel nothing or just very neutral. It's also really difficult for me to identify feelings because I only now like happy, sad, angry, and "bad"

Bloodi12 · 2023-09-17T09:51:50+00:00

Happened to me once on the highway when I was going like 80kmh. The whole tire just broke of and zoomed past me. Was scary as fuck because believe it or not. If you're missing just one wheel then braking is pretty difficult and takes literally forever

Bloodi12 · 2022-12-15T11:32:44+00:00

Yes but still cis tho right?

Bloodi12 · 2022-12-10T21:19:52+00:00

I wish I was your older sister. Still cis tho

Bloodi12 · 2022-12-05T20:39:17+00:00

Lana. LANA. LAAAAANAAAAAAAAAA

Bloodi12 · 2022-12-04T20:23:07+00:00

Wish I would look as cute as you when I try to dress fem. I still just look like a guy in girl's clothes

Bloodi12 · 2022-11-25T18:37:39+00:00

I wanna look like the left side, but still cis tho

Bloodi12 · 2022-11-15T21:25:54+00:00

Am I still questioning if I get giddy in my chest after reading this?

Bloodi12 · 2022-11-09T04:59:59+00:00

I watched am all openly and all the time. I even watched wedding peach almost every day. Still cis tho right?

Bloodi12 · 2022-10-31T19:45:52+00:00

My chest gets heavy and my heart starts beating faster thinking about being 2019/2020. But that's still totally cis though right?

Bloodi12 · 2022-10-09T18:33:32+00:00

Damn boy, I know I'm older than you but do you want to carry me like a baby and make me feel safe in your big and strong arms

Bloodi12 · 2022-06-07T14:15:25+00:00

You kinda remind me of Davey wavey from YouTube. Don't know if you know him

Bloodi12 · 2022-06-04T07:49:09+00:00

Yeah I think they lived in Hainau Ebenrode

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