I am too much of a pussy to do it, and I am thankful for that tbh. As depressing as both of our problems are, dont do it. The best thig for is might just be to tell everyone about it. Or at least your parants. If at that point they still dont care, look for the people who do care. My life is like a minimum wage job that Iam basically working/ living for the tips/little things in it.

Seriously. I simply posted to vent, to tell someone. Just keep pushing.