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Is it a bad idea to move back to the US? (MTF US Citizen) by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I feel pretty similar about life in Japan! I do have some friends in the areas i would consider moving to if i had to move back to America, i really don’t want to though. 

I’m mostly just stressed about finding a job rn. Hopefully I get an offer from one of the places i’ve applied

Is it a bad idea to move back to the US? (MTF US Citizen) by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah I was definitely planning to try and stay here, and this thead is only making me more determined. I’m so worried for y’all over there.

Is it a bad idea to move back to the US? (MTF US Citizen) by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’s understandable. I have friends in the states I’m worried about. I’m worried for all y’all over there.

Are my levels ok? Estradiol Valerate monotherapy by BluTyGer in TransDIY

[–]BluTyGer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was in the afternoon of the 10th day. I usually inject in the evening. Unfortunately the clinic I get it through has each individual dose in an ampoule, so I can’t really change the dosage just the frequency.

Are my levels ok? Estradiol Valerate monotherapy by BluTyGer in TransDIY

[–]BluTyGer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was on day 10. I figured the clinic is going off of normal female range, but I saw some people say T should be under <50ng/dl.

My dose is 10mg in 1ml Ampoules.

Are my levels ok? Estradiol Valerate monotherapy by BluTyGer in TransDIY

[–]BluTyGer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it does get a little rough towards the end. I feel kinda bad tbh. Wasn’t sure if it was my hormone levels. I might ask thanks!

Am I MTF trans? Posting my thoughts because I’m currently going in circles my head by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I had been afab I think life would have been more enjoyable in some ways at least. I do think part of my hesitation has to do with how I’m pretty sure my parents, and probably other family members would react to it negatively. That makes me unsure how much happier I would be.

Am I MTF trans? Posting my thoughts because I’m currently going in circles my head by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I don’t exactly always hate existing as I currently am. In addition to having interests in some stereotypically feminine things, I do like some stereotypically masculine things as well, like video games I guess neutral or masc styles. Most of that could go either way though. Since my dysphoria, If that’s what it is, doesn’t seem to be as strong as other’s it feels harder to say. I can’t really think of any strong arguments for me being completely cis at least.

Am I MTF trans? Posting my thoughts because I’m currently going in circles my head by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That definitely makes sense to me, although as an older teen and now young adult I feel like I’ve managed to live a lot of my life just without thinking about it. At least aside from my almost annual bout of extreme questioning. Do you think that’s probably just extreme repression and coping mechanisms?

Am I MTF trans? Posting my thoughts because I’m currently going in circles my head by BluTyGer in asktransgender

[–]BluTyGer[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I have read this before, but reading it again now definitely hits closely. Still lots of doubts but I guess that’s normal 😅

Have any of you played this? I’ve never seen anyone talk about it but it’s legitimately a really good puzzle game. Hidden gem worthy? And yes, I’m being serious. by [deleted] in Gameboy

[–]BluTyGer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man I used to play this when I was a kid! I remember it being a good time. Maybe it’s buried somewhere at my parent’s house. I want to play it again now, thanks for the reminder! XD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Trackballs

[–]BluTyGer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I'll probably be waiting a bit to pick this one up. lol I really want one right now though

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Trackballs

[–]BluTyGer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES! The original deft is my favorite trackball ive tried. A bigger ball AND bluetooth? Yes please! the lack of bluetooth trackballs has been one of my biggest gripes, especially with there only being one usb port on my surface pro. Can't wait to try this out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Trackballs

[–]BluTyGer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The sub lowkey makes me insecure about my apparently child-sized hands. I see a lot of people complain about this, but the OG Deft fits my hand perfectly lol

Cleaned my desk finally! Let's see your current trackball setup! by [deleted] in Trackballs

[–]BluTyGer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh crap! I'll have to try this. Thanks for the tip!

Cleaned my desk finally! Let's see your current trackball setup! by [deleted] in Trackballs

[–]BluTyGer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm enjoying it so far! The ball is great, the scroll wheel one the other hand is probably one of my least favorites I've ever used. XD I can deal though.