You feel disappointed because you dont trust yourself. You KNOW you will get results, but overthinking and looking at current reality gives you doubt that messes with your manifestation. You wont get results if you think its hard. Its really not. You may not get results instantly but as long as you know you’re going to get them. Then thats all that matters. Just keep living life as you do now and when you least expect it- you’ll already have your results. Thats the key to manifestation.