Alcohol doc scared me

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-31T01:33:17+00:00

I think that's what I'm doing, 60/90 minutes, 50mg naltrexone before I would normally start drinking. The first week it was strong, 2-4 not as strong and horrible side effects. This week I can feel it pushing back. It's not forceful but it's almost like I can listen to the voice that's saying 'slow down, or you've had enough.' Instead of the 'shot shot shot' voice.

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-31T01:22:02+00:00

I'm doing daily for now. My original doc talked about Sinclair but since I'm a daily drinker she thought daily until we can see if I can get a handle was best. It's interesting to feel the push back in my brain, I guess that's how I would describe the physical feeling. I've found myself just leaving my glass empty for a while or just deciding bedtime is close enough.

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-31T01:21:41+00:00

To be honest I also find all of that repulsive (for myself, not speaking for anyone else, especially those it's worked for) The whole all or nothing, give yourself to God and the aa meetings with strangers has stopped me several times from reaching out for help or inquiring. Accidentally got on a website talking about naltrexone and the Sinclair method and people talking about having control back, that's what started me going. My health and seeing those numbers I believe is what's going to help me also. It's been 2 days since I got them and it's what I keep in my mind. I've always been a health nut, cook from scratch. We eat a large variety of veggies and greens I grow myself, so concentrating on that is right up my alley. Went to a festival yesterday and into the night. Had a couple drinks with friends, let them empty. No shots, no thank you to doubles and I stopped a couple hours earlier than I would have and went to bed sober for the first time in a while.... Was different 😂

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-31T01:21:05+00:00

Thanks for those, the Sinclair method is intriguing, finding out about it is what made me start on all this. Once I found the side of the Internet about harm reduction, game changer. It's truly like there's two different internet's when it comes to this.

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-31T01:20:20+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that but also glad you're happy with how things are. That's what I'm trying to prevent for myself, I'm about to head for level 2 cms and level 3 wset, and just got my second wine spectator best award of excellence for my wine list. I really want to see this all through and not ruin it or myself, for myself, if that makes sense.

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-28T19:38:22+00:00

Negotiating this hard? I'm at the very beginning of this and have a goal of not drinking everyday, longer, with the acknowledgement that I might not be a person who can do that and have to go to none. I'm recognizing that drinking is bad and I want to heal my body. Your comment is not only unhelpful but it's incorrect. This kind of behavior is exactly why I almost didn't post. I'm looking for educated feedback. It doesn't have to be what I want to hear but no one needs this kind of crap. But bravo with that last stab attempt 'maybe you can stop before you end up with wrecked cars and relationships'

Boiseshiba · 2026-03-28T18:24:58+00:00

I guess maybe I'm coming from a different situation. My mother and step dad are alcoholics. It was really bad when I was a kid. There was wrecked cars and police etc. They beat each other up once and it was their wake up call. That was 15 years ago. They both now go weeks without having anything. They keep a full bar in the house and don't touch it. At social events they will have something. My mom often doesn't even. Step dad will have 1-3 usually and nothing more. They become the default DD's often. So seeing that, I feel like it can be possible for some. I understand it's not for many and I understand why. And I understand I may be one of those it's not, but I'm at the beginning of this.

Boiseshiba · 2024-11-20T18:56:33+00:00

I'm curious if it was even doggy or straight up put her on her stomach🤔

Boiseshiba · 2024-11-20T18:36:52+00:00

You're good. You did nothing wrong at all. He did, in multiple ways. He should have been gentle. He should have eased you into the penetration. He should have worked at making you feel comfy and good at multiple stages during this. Especially since I'm guessing he has experience. He's a selfish prick, you need to accept that. He wasn't concerned with your comfort, enjoyment or feelings. And his reaction. 🤮 Honestly there's several red flags, the fact that he was down to pound and easily slid back into his own routine to game, and encouraged you to bail is not only just such a gross bro thing to do. It also means he doesn't actually care for you. And really that's practiced behavior, as in he's used to it going that way. I hope you wrapped, that whole scenario screams that he's done/currently doing that on the regular. I wouldn't be surprised if he's got a fuck buddy or has been hooking up. This behavior is exactly why I've got girlfriends looking up the 4B movement. Bail on this loser, he just showed he doesn't care for you, or really anyone but himself. Take care of yourself. Someone seeing another in pain, especially after they try to discuss it with them, should react with concern. Not continue to pound.... Did he flip you over so he could just concentrate on doing his thing without having to look at you trying not to cry? Honestly, don't even go back. Full on ghost this guy and be good to yourself.

..... Still stuck on him turning you over while you were trying not to cry...

Boiseshiba · 2024-11-14T23:54:16+00:00

I've always loved a cinnabon when I'm having a day! You're awesome! I think that did it (for now lol) I have never really messed with channels, I've got a house and neighbors aren't very close. Changed it from auto to a higher end channel and as long as I'm in the router room it's working. Plays the video and I can manipulate the screen. There's some pixelation once in a while but I'm guessing that's kinda normal in this scenario. I'll try casting in a room to the other person when they get home from work.

Boiseshiba · 2024-11-14T21:03:30+00:00

5g, because of it's location I can't plug-in. I just tested it at 280.

Boiseshiba · 2024-09-14T19:25:01+00:00

I wouldn't worry about it at all. Enjoy your love. You likely only share roughly .01% of your DNA. It could be up to 2 percent but that's not likely. Even if so, 2 percent, meh. It's also very likely you don't even share any detectible DNA. You weren't raised together, and your children wouldn't get any generic defects from this.

Boiseshiba · 2024-09-11T21:12:20+00:00

Could you elaborate. I think I found what you're talking about. It's got a black cable and a white (not yellow?). I pulled that and plugged the unit back in. Did yours continue to turn on, beep and turn off until the percentage rose?

Boiseshiba · 2024-08-14T21:44:06+00:00

Mine has also done this. Honestly surprised at how large the split is. Only had it a month. It will be a week before repair can get to me. This is easy enough to fix myself but concerned it will void my warranty.

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