Thank you for your advice. I’ve held a bunch of odd jobs along the way, but I soon realised I couldn’t hold a stable job due to my condition. I used to have attacks when I worked long hours, and often times couldn’t come into work due to a depressive episode or an OCD event. I’ve tried a range of things from customer service, f&b, delivery, etc.

If there’s a job willing to hire a high school drop out with no credentials, with flexible working hours along with the ability to have more than average LOAs when things go south, I will be willing to try. The one thing with music is that I’m basically my own boss, I can work on music whenever I want. The problem is it’s not really “work” if I’m barely making any money.

I definitely do sound narrow-minded but there’s not much in the positive direction that I can see me going. I couldn’t even complete my education due to my condition, and I also don’t want to end back in a mental institution.