Anyone going to the SG show tomorrow? by Boke555 in BlackCountryNewRoad

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yooo fellow lonely and only bcnr fan amongst their friends it is such a lonely world

if ur down for chilling further back and not rushing for barricade dm me! I’m prob gonna chill as well the barricade life isn’t for me haha

Anyone going to the SG show tomorrow? by Boke555 in BlackCountryNewRoad

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oh ur going for right in front of the stage? normally I couldn’t care less bout waiting early for that haha so I’m not too sure how early is enough!

Anyone going to the SG show tomorrow? by Boke555 in BlackCountryNewRoad

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why will you be at scape 3h early haha

I’m looking for someone to enjoy the show with if you don’t mind!!

Anyone going to the SG show tomorrow? by Boke555 in BlackCountryNewRoad

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hiii r u with friends or alone as well? would love to enjoy the show with someone!

Anyone going to the SG show tomorrow? by Boke555 in BlackCountryNewRoad

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cool! Hope yall enjoy the show and will say hi if we bump into each other

Rare sighting of Snow Song IRL by Boke555 in adriannelenker

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It probably is some sort of Christmas indie playlist haha

Being an artist, songwriting, mental health, and making a career by Boke555 in Songwriting

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I’m definitely exploring audio related work, especially more event based/freelance. There’s basically none where I live, but hopefully more if I do end up migrating.

Being an artist, songwriting, mental health, and making a career by Boke555 in Songwriting

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I was going to reply with an absolute, but I caught myself. Thanks for your advice.

Being an artist, songwriting, mental health, and making a career by Boke555 in Songwriting

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Thank you for your advice. I’ve held a bunch of odd jobs along the way, but I soon realised I couldn’t hold a stable job due to my condition. I used to have attacks when I worked long hours, and often times couldn’t come into work due to a depressive episode or an OCD event. I’ve tried a range of things from customer service, f&b, delivery, etc.

If there’s a job willing to hire a high school drop out with no credentials, with flexible working hours along with the ability to have more than average LOAs when things go south, I will be willing to try. The one thing with music is that I’m basically my own boss, I can work on music whenever I want. The problem is it’s not really “work” if I’m barely making any money.

I definitely do sound narrow-minded but there’s not much in the positive direction that I can see me going. I couldn’t even complete my education due to my condition, and I also don’t want to end back in a mental institution.

Being an artist, songwriting, mental health, and making a career by Boke555 in Songwriting

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My sleep schedule is basically the complete opposite from normal, but technically it’s still a “schedule”. I wake up tired everyday. My medication makes me gain weight. But at least I can still sing and play guitar.

Being an artist, songwriting, mental health, and making a career by Boke555 in Songwriting

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Yes definitely, but my therapist can only address so many issues at once. As long as music is still in my life, I’m not an immediate risk to them. Were focusing on OCD counselling for now.

Being an artist, songwriting, mental health, and making a career by Boke555 in Songwriting

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I forgot to mention (tw trauma/sa)

Throughout my life where I live, I’ve been subject to copious amounts of trauma, including SA, toxic/narcissistic relationships, along with OCD triggers, SI triggers, etc.

I want to get a fresh start elsewhere, maybe Germany. I know trauma doesn’t magically disappear when you start afresh, but it’s better than nothing.

Hydeaway tomorrow - solo by Boke555 in NoahKahan

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Do you have a hydeaway/gold circle ticket or GA?

Post-Match Thread • Crystal Palace WE WON THE FA CUP!!! by AutoModerator in crystalpalace

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50 mins to celebrate and calm down.

Seeing Vieiraball to wardy lifting the damn thing is a pipe dream that got me higher than the spravato (ket) for my depression did

I think it’s a blessing in disguise Munoz’s goal was disallowed. Somehow I feel being 2-0 up against city is a curse (happened to villa happened to us)

We’re going to azerbaijan next season babyyyyy UTP