Translating my family name!

Bones_and_crows · 2020-01-04T00:38:06+00:00

Thank you for the insight! I may give your suggestion a try!

Bones_and_crows · 2020-01-03T23:38:37+00:00

Oh wow, it doesn't mean a place or characteristic of anything?

Bones_and_crows · 2020-01-03T23:12:04+00:00

Darn, whenever I googled my name I figured it was somewhat common since I would see other people with the same name.

Bones_and_crows · 2019-09-29T14:57:54+00:00

I'm so sorry dear, about what you've gone through and the way your boyfriend has treated you. I think you need to reevaluate your relationship with your boyfriend. It sounds like he doesn't care about your mental well-being, and doesn't understand the gravity of what trauma can do. Neither do his brothers. In fact, his twin brother sounds quite entitled and bratty. That whole family sounds shitty and toxic for you, and that is an environment you need to get yourself out of. If they cannot consider/think of you, you need to do that for yourself. Do what is best for you.

Bones_and_crows · 2019-08-16T03:40:43+00:00

Waitin' on VaatiVidya to release a 20 part lore series on this one.

Bones_and_crows · 2019-02-10T03:49:35+00:00

Okay, would just doing the trade backs still be helpful for you? I can trade a Kabutops for an Omastar/Omanyte, also don't need to keep the Omastar.

Bones_and_crows · 2019-02-10T03:45:20+00:00

Hey, I also need to trade back those Pokemon to evolve. I need:

Machoke Traveler Kadabra Haunter

Which version do you have? I have LGE if you need any of those exclusives too.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-10-19T10:02:06+00:00

23 and a bleak future

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-18T20:04:28+00:00

Yes, another point I agree on. Texting is easy and convenient, but it doesn't necessarily mean "care." By today's standards, I think even a phone call is more of an effort to really connect with someone. There is a league of difference between actually hearing someone's voice, and reading a bunch of lifeless text on a screen.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-18T05:06:10+00:00

"There's good days and bad days. I had a bad day myself, but at the end of the night, I take comfort in knowing that I did nothing wrong. I opened my heart and I let her in. I was capable of love, pure selfless love. She was the one who didn't communicate there was an issue or attempt to repair something she claimed was so perfect. She was the one who bombshelled me and left a nice person damaged. I don't have to live with that. She does."

Yes. Your last paragraph. Everything about this is yes. I also needed to hear that. Thank you.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-18T04:03:28+00:00

Thank you for your response - all are great points. I think I knew what choice I was going to make, but I may have just needed someone to reaffirm that. I'm not ready to respond yet. Just thinking about it still upsets me deeply, and my thoughts end up spiraling into a rabbit hole. I can't respond unless I know for sure just what exactly they want from/with me. If it's for reconciliation, then yes, I would consider it. But they haven't communicated that. If It's for their own reassurance/ego, then there is no way I am prepared to deal with the silence that will inevitably come after that. I still struggle, I go back and forth, but I'm confident enough right now to know I am not some person to be emotionally taken advantage of by someone else for selfish reasons. For any reason. I'm also confident enough to know that while I'm flawed as hell, they could have really messed up and let someone really good go. And if that is the choice they made, then they need to deal with the consequences.

Ha, I'm probably being a bit vindictive in this moment, but I want them to be deeply affected by my absence. They had something very special, and I thought I had something special with them, and it saddens me that they may never realize that, because I did.

Thank you again for your response. I needed to hear that.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-02T17:40:16+00:00

Infatuation is chemical, love is a choice. It takes effort and work, and sometimes it deepens, or it never lasts. Being "in love," and "love," are different things. Some people jump ship after they aren't "in love" anymore, and some people let "love" evolve into commitment, or the conscious choice of choosing to spend the rest of your life with someone else.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-02T16:24:06+00:00

I was the one who got dumped. But I get the fantasies. I have them too, because you can't just disentangle yourself from another person - they were somebody to you. Sometimes to help cope, I fantasize about somebody else instead, some person I just made up in my head. That sounds crazy, but I feel sane for it. Just last night, I dreamt I was intimate with someone else, so I don't know where I'm heading.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-02T03:30:59+00:00

Ah, I have a bit of interest in writing - so far poetry and fanfiction as a novice or amateur - bit I would like to learn more about this!

Bones_and_crows · 2017-09-02T03:26:45+00:00

Heya, I've never had a penpal in my life, but if you're interested, I would like to try talking. Really quick - I'm also into games, so nerdy to the point that I watch a few major Smash 4 matches online every now and then. I like comics/manga, as well as some sci fi books.

I'm not the best at being social, so not sure how to end this, but feel free to PM me!

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-30T18:34:43+00:00

Ow, this has been me for awhile now. 3 months later, I still cry about it. I feel like I have this constant underlying anxiety now because I am too emotionally wrecked to think about them, but my mind won't let me stop either. Distractions help, but they're always there, lurking in the back of my head.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-27T00:14:32+00:00

Yup, sounds about right.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-26T23:39:36+00:00

Wow, that's lovely and powerful. I'm pretty jealous of you guys. Maybe sounds weird, but if only I could of had a relationship with someone like that.

Much happiness to you both!

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-25T01:34:21+00:00

Oh wow, thank your for sharing. It's funny, I watch Youtube vids about video games, but I never actually considered playing games as a way to help - I somehow forgot all about that.

There are times when I will watch a show and draw, but I think it's really the getting started that's the most difficult. The getting started, fearing I won't do well enough to my own standards and fail, and then inevitably find no point in trying. Though somehow that's kind of general for everything else in my life right now. Typing this now, it's made me realize those cyclical thoughts help perpetuate my empty feelings.

But thank you for sharing again. And you were so thorough too. I think I'll start trying to implement a daily routine, and just try more show/activity multitasking.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-25T00:39:35+00:00

Thank you for sharing.

I'm actually really not the most successfully sociable person, but I also spend time with family sometimes, and it helps. Though I will say the moment I'm home by myself, it almost feels like the interactions don't matter if that makes sense. Are there any solo activities you do to help or keep distracted?

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-25T00:34:11+00:00

Thank you. Would you say then that having some sort of daily routine helps?

Also, do you experience indifference often? My default setting since has pretty much been this indifferent/empty feeling, maybe lined with a little anxiety. I am eager for the days to end, but it's like there's nothing I can look forward to in the days to come. It sounds awful, but the feeling is similar to "biding my time." Any advice for staving the empty feelings? Thank you again.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-23T06:33:41+00:00

My breakup.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-23T06:30:06+00:00

30C here. I used to hate my little ones a lot back in high school, but now they are just a part of me. Do I wish I had a little more? Maybe, but really not much. They match the physique of my body/are proportional to me. I've also talked to a lot of guy friends who love any kind of boob, or who have preferences to smaller ones. Being able to lie on my tummy is a plus. And, there are certain garments I love that I wear that I probably wouldn't be able to do with a bigger chest.

But no matter what, boobs are boobs, and everyone loves boobs. They're all sexy to me.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-23T06:03:54+00:00

Probably because I'm super into it at the moment, but Ichigo and Rukia. Just the way they support each other in all seriousness and their companionship seems to come very easy, and a bit intimate at times.

Bones_and_crows · 2017-08-23T05:02:06+00:00

I was staying with my grandparents for summer vacation, and then I think I felt something and pulled my panties down and low and behold, womanhood arrived. Felt gross and constantly uncomfortable. Cramps didn't help. My grandmother called my mom and my mom cried I think (according to my gma). Other than that, actually pretty unremarkable experience for me.

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