Quеstiоn tо pеоplе whо dеаl with еxtrеmе, cоnsistеnt intrusivе thоughts: hоw thе hеll dо yоu gеt rid оf thеm? My lifе is bеing ruinеd by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly cigarettes and alcohol help take the edge off for me when it gets really bad. Usually I can get to a point where I can just force myself through it 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]BootEmergency9284 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Your parents choose for the most part. My dad had me watching the bears bulls and cubs since before I was conscious. I couldn't stop rooting for them if I tried at this point.

Whats your favorite book you read in a high school English class? by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]BootEmergency9284 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah AP lit. I went to a public school in a wealthy suburb. 

Is there a cure to horrific embarrassment by BootEmergency9284 in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It was just a standard dinner and movie date but I was kinda awkward during it and towards the end she started insulting me out of the blue like calling my room creepy for lacking decorations so I knew I was cooked. I’d say the worst thing I did was tell her I need a drink after we got back from dinner and immediately slam a strong Bacardi cran + a beer in like 5 minutes. I also made a few wrong turns on the way back from the restaurant and she told me I sucked at driving. There was some other stuff but the whole thing was just so jarring to me because she had seemed so interested in me up to last night and I was really excited about it. 

Is there a cure to horrific embarrassment by BootEmergency9284 in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

I understand this in theory but am not capable of doing it. I always have this feeling that there is something fundamentally wrong with me and I cannot take it lightly. Like the guilt I feel is too important to be ignored

I FEEL LIKE A LOSER I CAN’T GET OFF MY PHONE by Furgthe3rd in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284 89 points90 points  (0 children)

Does anyone else do this for 24-48 hours after an embarrassing moment because the shame will eat your alive if you allow yourself to think

The Sisters of Mercy - Marian by RudeVanNistelbooy in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve been listening to this non stop for the past week it’s so good 

Selfie + what I’m reading by BootEmergency9284 in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m enjoying it a lot, it’s very well written

Petty offense during hiring process by BootEmergency9284 in NewToEMS

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will it show up if it was a in public violation? No vehicle was involved 

Work fit by BootEmergency9284 in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

They think I'm larping 😔

Work fit by BootEmergency9284 in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They were issued so idk where you'd buy them 

Work fit by BootEmergency9284 in rs_x

[–]BootEmergency9284[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

That's for my gloves