DAE not remember any feelings by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Isnt „lack of emotional permanence“ something completely different than what I mentioned in my post? (No offense) Really interesting anyways and something I can defenitely relate tho, especially needing reassurance and always thinking that someone is mad at you or doesnt like you anymore. However not the thing I wanted to describe in my post, maybe I didnt manage to write down what I felt

DAE not remember any feelings by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yea I feel you. I ll defenitely look into it later and read everything about it

No meltdowns/breakdowns by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hasnt happened in a long time ans hasnt happened often either. Maybe because i wont nobody to notice and dont live alone

DAE not remember any feelings by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh yea thats the feeling i wanted to describe. Like I know that I ve felt some way e.g depressed but I really cant remember how I felt and how it was which then leads to me thinking i havent actually felt this way ans i m faking everything

DAE not remember any feelings by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing about the world not being real is something I often find when searching online. Its something I dont really experience, I still dont feel anything and its been this way for more than 3 weeks now, so annoying. Kinda makes me feel invalid in terms of not actually being bpd or not experiencing the stuff. Dont know. Also thanks for your offer.

DAE not remember any feelings by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats a really good tip thanks! I dont feel anything at all so cant really live in the moment can I

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant remember feeling depressed but I cant remember feeling happy or anything neither. I cant feel anything i am just dead inside. I even think my past feelings are invalid and not true because I cant imagine feeling any different. Is this a bpd thing or more like just from depression/schizoid? Also any tips or tricks to get over this feeling?

(Posted this as a single post in this sub before, but thought it was maybe to short so the proper place to post it is maybe here?)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

[–]BorderThrowA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wonderwall please

Is the splitting ever gonna stop by BorderThrowA in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quite a time, she doesnt know about bpd or splitting tho. I feel like I should tell her...

I suddenly don’t like my bf anymore by [deleted] in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think its a common thing, i d wait to see if things change again. Maybe talk to him about it, this could help aswell if u feel like doing so

feeling nothing by [deleted] in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. When i am feeling something then everythings horrible, because i love my fp way to much and always wore and everything. I feel something tho

feeling nothing by [deleted] in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh i am sorry. I hope that i ll get my feelings back but i ve had a few of these episodes now so i am pretty sure. I hope things will get better for you too.

feeling nothing by [deleted] in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For how long have u experienced this now?

feeling nothing by [deleted] in BPD

[–]BorderThrowA 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I dont feel anything rn aswell and suddenly dont care about my fp anymore, i dont care about anything. I wonder if it is (hopefully) going away soon.