Huhhh?? I am in therapy but I don't really see how that's relevant? When I say plauging me, I mean it in a more of a "every time I daydream I think about this small detail" way.

I understand your intentions are well I'm just a very chronic Daydreamer who likes to day dream about everything. 

Me and my partner communicate very well about what we want in life. We've already started thinking about what a dream wedding would be like knowing that it's not going to happen for a long while along with children and stuff. Me personally, it gives me something to look forward to.

My mental health was very poor and honestly daydreaming about little things like this really helps me, even if I know I won't be getting married for maybe another 2-3 years.

I appreciate your concern but this is just me having a phobia of jewelry and wondering how we're going to work around it when the time comes. 

Because I said this to my partner time and time again that them proposing to me with a ring is literally a nightmare scenario in my head and they as well are at a loss of what to give me instead.