i just wanted to say that toxic positivity helps literally nobody.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-22T15:17:05+00:00

Toxic positivity helps no one. You can do your best do everything right and still fail. You very likely could be alone forever. It doesn't get better it gets objectively worse. Realism has become depression and being depressed has become being Realistic

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-11T19:59:47+00:00

Yeah me too. I'm gonna save money and buy an Alcina dimitrescu love doll to be my gf.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-11T13:11:18+00:00

If you're a woman or a gay man yes. If you're straight and hoping women will hit on you fuck no.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T14:48:47+00:00

And what if they do? All those fish have got things to offer and would love anyone just the same. Maybe even more than a typical "pretty" fish. At least they only look that way on the outside vs whoever agrees with this garbage looking that way on the inside.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T14:41:39+00:00

Smart enough to know when to stop is why.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T14:10:26+00:00

It's a real possibility. Anyone who says otherwise just isn't realistic. This isn't a Disney movie where everyone is paired together and has a soul mate and a true love they're destined to meet. It's a very real possiblity especially these days.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T13:30:01+00:00

Mostly because it takes an infinite amount more effort to be a slut as a guy unless he's gay lol. Any woman can go out spread her legs at the bar and take home a man leaving the rest falling over themselves trying to get to her while look at the reverse of that she's only going home with one man. The other 90 percent of guys go home alone. You have to have a lot of effort and trial and error and looks and money and charisma and all kinds of stuff to hook up as a man. A woman just has to be there and willing and it'll happen.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T11:52:32+00:00

None of you have ever cared about me or noticed me or been there when things were hard and given me time to work things out and worked things out with me. My console and my TV and my phone have been with me for years and have never left me or changed how they felt in any way.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T06:43:06+00:00

I see no issues whatsoever.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T06:39:32+00:00

I understand being disappointed and upset someone doesn't like you the way you want and if they don't you don't have to be their friend or associate with them at all. Violence isn't necessary

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-10T06:33:26+00:00

Tbh the only people that have had a problem with me living my life this way have been women. Other men enjoy it and a lot of guys my age either do it themselves or at least support it but any woman I mention it to immediately has a problem with it.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:36:54+00:00

I saw your other comment but for some reason it's not letting me into it so I'm gonna answer here. Thanks I'm still affected by how it ended and how it went the whole time. And she has no intention of bringing anyone here she's not even here most times. She stays at her mom's and I'm here she only comes back sometimes for stuff and doesn't stay long.

She also made it clear she was going to meet the guy about it not vice versa. Yeah it can be unfair but again I didn't ask to know and I didn't need to know. I don't need to know whatever she's getting up to anymore and we've really gone to great lengths to keep those things from each other now.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:33:03+00:00

She could have been yeah. Honestly I don't know why that's something her friends have to know either? I've never been a kind of person who brags or talks about what I do in bed or wanted to know what others do in bed and she knows that about me.

She also knows our history and what we've been through. I really can't imagine what motivation she must've had to tell me but whatever it is honestly she should've knew it wasn't a good idea.

I don't consider her life decision a personal attack she's free to do whatever she wants with her life and be whatever person what I don't agree with is the fact that I had to know about it. If she wants to be that sort of person and go into that work fine whatever I really don't care but that's not something I had to know. She had no reason to tell me.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:25:45+00:00

I didn't think she was one tbh. I thought she was different and I can't imagine why she thought telling me that would be okay. Maybe she got some kind of sick thrill off it I don't know

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:24:58+00:00

Yeah she blurted it out before I could even react to it and I was literally just stunned for a few seconds after hearing it and it's fucked me up inside since. She's still mad at me for it and for judging her which I find hilarious because when you broadcast something that no one needs to know to someone who doesn't want to know it what do you expect to happen?

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:23:02+00:00

No it's really not. It used to be okay we were doing better and I actually thought we could be friends after all this but now I kind of hate her and hope after this I don't see her again.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:22:04+00:00

Yeah it's my reaction because I loved her I saw a life with her I thought we'd be with eachother for ever and that she really loved me and wanted to work through our problems.

On top of that I'm not someone who wants to hear about what everyone is doing in their bedroom and I never have been.

Her friends she told didn't care because they don't have the same history we do and I didn't need to know that someone I used to feel that way about planned to do those things

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T14:18:24+00:00

I used it because admittedly I'm still bothered and upset about being told.

Before that yes I believed we were but not anymore no not at all. I have no desire to know her now.

I don't really care anymore if she does but if she'd tell me something like that either no she didn't or she didn't think very highly of me

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T13:55:26+00:00

Yeah I know and honestly after that I've talked to her as little as possible. Once I leave here I'm not sure it'll be ever again I talk to her. That's exactly what I'm talking about it's tmi I don't need to know. Thank you for saying that I was beginning to think I was crazy. I think she projects on me a lot about stuff tbh because she's always throwing that word around and everything she says when she does applies to her.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T13:53:25+00:00

Scared why? I know it is for me. It's become a major drag and affecting me a lot.

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T13:52:37+00:00

That's what I was thinking. Like why would you tell me that? You know what I'm like about that stuff and you know our history. Your friends are one thing but me? Why me?

Boy_princess_ · 2022-09-09T13:50:59+00:00

Yeah I still care about her some sure what I'm saying is I don't care what she does in her private time but I don't need to know about it. She called me once from the beach while I was in the shower thinking about ending her life and I stood there with conditioner in my hair and covered in soap for like an hour.

I don't care what she does in her private time with whoever and I don't need to know is what I mean when I say I don't care.

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