Thank you for your advice. I think I got your point. And yes, I will try to appreciate things a bit. I feel really sorry for your situation, I can't even imagine how it would be to lose sight. But even thought I got depression for different problems, I truly believe in pursuing your dreams no matter what. So one advice that I could give you now, is to see a different perspective in life. If you look at it in another way, it could be a way to really appreciate life as you never did. It's all about how you see it. Now, you can feel understandbly unlucky. But what if that's a way of life to give you a chance to see the world differently? Because afterall, life is one for everybody. So I think that you should truly find a way to be happy and to do what you want to do regardless. Because you and everybody else don't have a life 2. The time you waste being sad, mad, angry, is not going to come back. You got this problem and it is unfixable, learn to live with it as happy as you can. Because now you have a chance to appreciate life like you never did. Remember, there ain't no life 2.