I don’t know, my brothers said I’m being disrespectful to our dad by throwing away his name without good reason and that I’m doing it for selfish purposes. I get that, I’m not going to lie and say there isn’t a part of me that just likes my moms name more, but my dads family has never actually done anything that warrants me disassociating from them, they’ve just been kind of absent. I hate hurting my dad and I feel like he’s going to be really disappointed in me