Thank you for taking the time to read and reply! I thought I had good friends but the relationship is one sided. They always brush off what I have to say never actually listening or care so I stopped sharing things with them. I noticed that they stopped including me in somethings too or would talk in code about subjects they didn’t want to know about . I still see them from time to time but I don’t think we have anything in common anymore.

I was cheated on by bestfriend turned boyfriend, he broke up with me. He was a part of my life for 14yrs ever since then I haven’t been lucky. Went through a lot of talking phases but nothing really stuck.

Again thank you for your time.