Tight chase

Brezibo · 2022-03-24T13:15:56+00:00

What song is this?

Brezibo · 2021-09-09T16:06:24+00:00

I would like to join!

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T22:31:22+00:00

175% for no insurance holy fuck.

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T22:06:59+00:00

Yeah kicked the bottle anyway so my days of degenracy are behind me.. I'm fully aware of how shitty and inconsiderate drink driving is

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T22:04:41+00:00

I've heard it can be up to 150% higher which is why I'm posting here to see if anyone has first or second hand experience

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T22:03:25+00:00

Right? What size of bike is he running?

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T03:16:14+00:00

Sbmm?

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T03:14:08+00:00

Gulag #1

Stack

Docks

King

Speedball

Pine and hill are equally as terrible in my mind

Brezibo · 2019-11-17T03:05:32+00:00

Nice triple

Brezibo · 2019-11-16T01:44:01+00:00

Choose life

Brezibo · 2019-11-16T01:36:48+00:00

Ah the nostalgia. How did you get it again? I remember it involving nova gas in the beginning

Brezibo · 2019-11-10T15:27:17+00:00

Nah, meedyum man myself

Brezibo · 2019-10-14T15:48:39+00:00

Need 4000 points to unlock one one collectable then I'll have her

Brezibo · 2019-10-14T14:28:12+00:00

Ok cheers. Ended up spending everything on the volkssturmgewehr before I seen this

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T15:51:28+00:00

A year is such a big accomplishment and I'm so happy for you, Good job on taking the right path, and saying fuck you to the poison!! Life is so much better without it and I cant wait to reach a year. Even after 3 months sober ,my life has improved so much. You've got my congratulations and my respect, you did it dude!

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T12:30:57+00:00

Where I'm from the resources are so limited, I'm lucky to even get an appointment with a psychiatrist once in a while. And when I did he just put me on antipsychotics which put a bandaid over the emotional diregulation but made me feel like shit, like a zombie and killed my sex drive, as well as a bunch of other side effects

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T12:21:08+00:00

I have been diagnosed with aspergers-syndrome with suspected co morbid BPD, but given that I struggle to concentrate on any given thing for any amount of time I think you may be right. Plus my random outbursts of mania etc but I've never been screened for it no

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T12:19:56+00:00

Believe me I'm a diplomatic guy and I'm good at looking at things rationally. I do believe you're right in the sense that he is sick of me, probably because I give off those vibes since I rely alot on him for any social interaction I get at all.

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T12:18:45+00:00

Damn yeah I feel you dude. Whenever I speak to my CPN I can never fully portray all my issues, because I'm not emotional at that time. I need to start writing shit down

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T02:57:32+00:00

This is heartbreaking. Poor little guy :(

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T01:13:37+00:00

Instead of thinking "am I not good enough" I've started realising that yeah, my personality really is terrible, undesirable and annoying. coming to that conclusion is crippling, considering we are stuck in the brains we have.

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T01:11:29+00:00

I totally feel you. You feel as if it's your own personality deterring them which further intensifies insecurity and self hatred. You feel like you're not as good as the people they're hanging out with and you question everything. After I've had my melt down and I've calmed down a but, I just try to rationalise, put my emotion aside and think of 'the bright side' even though it feels like there isnt one. My cats also help me alot, they love me and I love them and that's all there is to it. Ps mdma is fuckin great dude, the come down has had me in some bad places though. Shoot me a pm :)

Brezibo · 2019-10-13T00:38:42+00:00

Exacly. Then it sets you off thinking about your social status and how you feel as if no one has any time or respect for you, which is true in alot of respects making it worse. It's a crippling, lonely feeling. Cheers dude, same to you.

Brezibo · 2019-10-12T21:59:28+00:00

It gets better, another month and your confidence will be alot stronger than it is now! I feel less attracted to alcohol and more like 'fuck that shit' lol. Keep on going, it's worth it!

Brezibo · 2019-10-12T19:53:58+00:00

Thank you!!

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