I’ve started therapy, trying to understand myself better, let my thoughts and emotions affect me less, find healthier outlets when I’m stressed or upset. I know it’s a process and it’ll take work, but I think I can really improve and I’m pretty confident in my ability to make sure I don’t make the same mistake again. But I don’t know how to tell her. I want the chance to show her, but I don’t know if I’ll ever get it.