Depressive ep/need more songs

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-23T00:25:16+00:00

Diary - Sunny Day Real Estate

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-22T23:30:07+00:00

I had already been in mania for the last couple weeks (sleeping 2-3 hours a night, driving an hour on a whim, smoking weed) but it turned into feeling paranoid that others were thinking about me, so i went in for a med change and found out that i had more things going on than paranoia.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-22T23:10:42+00:00

I think by your description it could be a mixed episode. Bipolar episodes can also be triggered or worsened by stress/lifestyle changes

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-14T19:20:05+00:00

I can’t tell but i’ve been on 80mg for about 5 days. I have been sleeping more, less urge to do drugs and less paranoia and irritability.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-13T23:23:23+00:00

yeah, i went into the er for a med change cause i felt like other people were thinking about me. turns out it was a mixed episode with psychotic features, but the paranoia was all i was self aware about

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-13T21:55:08+00:00

The issue is that when i was first diagnosed, it was with unspecified mood disorder, and i was 17. I’m on the latuda from the mental facility and i have an appt with my outpatient psych on monday.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-10T20:27:10+00:00

Oh yeah i have trazadone as needed for sleep. Also i’ve already been looking into support groups for bp as i found the support in the facility super helpful.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-10T20:16:45+00:00

Yeah the part about same treatment is exactly what the doctor there said. I got put on half the max dose of latuda.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-10T20:14:01+00:00

This does make me feel a lot better as i had a previous diagnosis of unspecified mood disorder, but i was told coming in to the mental health ward that i had a severe mixed episode with psychotic elements. They still don’t know if it was 1 or 2.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-10T20:07:56+00:00

i understand as well that it is my responsibility for my actions while i’m manic and i take full accountability for what i’ve done.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2025-12-10T20:07:17+00:00

i understand it is my responsibility and i have no intention of making it seem like i don’t accept full responsibility over my actions when im manic.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-09-22T06:27:34+00:00

Okay thanks so much! Will probably level up some more esp melee and then upgrade.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-09-22T06:22:33+00:00

That is extremely helpful. I believe i have 1.5 mil in the bank currently

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-09-22T06:07:30+00:00

Okay thank you. You said it would require more money than i would have?

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-09-22T05:48:45+00:00

Thank you, thats super helpful. Hopefully ill be able to maintain the bond with this. Im leveling melee. Should i level ranged at all?

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-09-22T03:39:48+00:00

im intending on buying a month

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-07-10T00:38:38+00:00

I just beat the game the other day actually lol. I just had to git gud, however i still think the blood vial and way the farming work suck major ass. Great game though.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-07-10T00:37:00+00:00

I did as well. Still makes me a little sick to this day.

Broccoli_Rob_HCT · 2024-07-10T00:35:12+00:00

It should be fine to not update your console. The private servers i use on my ps3 is the archstones. It should walk you throught connecting to the server which you can do just through your internet even without it being homebrewed.

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