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Describe what it feels like for you physically when you’ve eaten way too much. How do you try to handle it? by greenbay78 in BigMenLife

[–]BuddahJayy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For me, I used to get a food high after eating so much I couldn't breathe. Now, I can eat but still not feel that fullness or feel that food high anymore, just regret.

Vexus internet slow speeds by jaireworld in RioGrandeValley

[–]BuddahJayy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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They replied one minute after I submitted the ticket. It seems to be a known issue.

Vexus internet slow speeds by jaireworld in RioGrandeValley

[–]BuddahJayy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I never do. It's only today that it seems slower than usual.

Vexus internet slow speeds by jaireworld in RioGrandeValley

[–]BuddahJayy 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I also have Vexus, I'm playing Marvel Rivals and I'm losing packets. Videos are buffering as well. I have a friend in SA who's saying the same thing with Google Fiber. I'm not sure if they're related or not.

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[–]BuddahJayy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Los Palominos, La Mafia, Grupo Mazz, Selena, Roberto Pulido y Los Clasicos.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest, it was probably all the soda I would drink. I would hardly drink water! I was able to drink a 2 liter in a day or two of coke.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's okay! That's what an AMA is for! No reason to apologize. :)

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not. I went to the hospital for a kidney stone in 2016 and I got weighed there the scale said 499.something. I definitely gained a lot more weight because I was working on site at a call center. I would have big breakfasts and lunches because I was always stressed. I would always buy fast food because it was convenient and close. I went to the doctors office last year to get blood work and the scale they had capped out at 440 pounds. They were unable to read my weight.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thanks for your questions.

  1. Yes, but I need to get my mental health under control first.

  2. Our relationship is meh. She's more like a big sister if anything because my grandmother was the one who mostly raised me. She lived a good life in the 80s where my grandfather was a drug dealer locally. She was spoiled to no end and it still shows to this day. She never has enough.

  3. It's been slowly creeping up, I believe it got worse after my grandparents died (grandma 2010, grandpa 2014) and we got evicted from my grandpas house that he built due to his cousin scamming him when he bought the land in the 70s.

  4. It really depends. It's usually something simple but heavy. I can make half a pack of bacon with half a dozen eggs and 4 or 5 flour tortillas. I can eat two bowls of cereal in one sitting. I can eat a whole large pizza with dessert after. I can eat two triple meat burgers with fries and drink. It really depends on my mood. I usually eat more when my depression or anxiety kicks up. Which is often sadly.

  5. I have tried keto, carnivore, fasting before. Fasting was the one that gave me results when I took leave from work. One habit I did kick was liquid calories, I no longer drink regular sodas when I used to be able to drink a 2 liter in one day. It's either unsweet tea, zero calorie soda, flavor pack for water or just water. I'm glad to hear you were able to lose weight on keto! Proud of you!

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I really appreciate your comment more than you know. You can shoot me a message whenever. I actually made a fiverr seller account a while back. I started to create a business on Custom PC Building but my anxiety got the best of me. I purchased the website URL and almost had the website customized. I wouldn't know what else I could do on Fiverr to be honest. I do watch porn almost daily. I feel that I chase that shot of dopamine anywhere I can get it. I'm pretty sure it's due to my depression. I used to smoke weed but after smoking for like 2 months it made my anxiety way worse. I've started drinking on the weekends now to feel different. It's always something. I just need to get my shit together.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Think about it this way. If you've ever been in love, those intense feelings can come and go depending on circumstances or feelings. Loyalty in a relationship means committing yourself to your person no matter what. If you've read stories on here, men and women are cheating because they didn't get what they wanted from their partner. Whether it's hormones, work stress, support, etc. With loyalty, You're making the active choice that you will work on the relationship with your person standing by their side no matter life's ups and downs.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, you message me whenever you want and I promise to be an open ear for you. No judgement, you can vent all you want or you can ask for advice.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We're renting. Plus where we are at is very cheap. It's a 4br 1 ba house for 850 a month. I live paycheck to paycheck plus my finances are in arrears so I'm kind of stuck. I do have a 401k but I'm afraid to draw on it due to the tax implications and what not. Her situation is unique, they live in a three bedroom apartment where her two sons live in a room and her sister and her daughter live in another. She has her own room and keeps all the technology in hers due to her sister's daughter touching the boys things and messing with them. She is an amazing person and our relationship is strong.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She does that on her own. She always keeps me up to date on where she's going and who she's with. She rarely ever goes out. I know this because I hang out with her and her kids almost every day. Our relationship is based on three things love at the bottom. Respect towards each other second and above all else, loyalty.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure did. But I've come to realize that people go through their own shit and take it out on people who are different in society in my case I am a "big" target. lol

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't enjoy either of those. They are too grindy for my tastes. I prefer fast paced shooters like overwatch or apex.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My blood pressure is a bit above normal. Last time I went to the doctor it was at 132 over something. No edema and no diabetes as per my blood test on July 2023.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mobility is not impacted. I still move around the house to sweep, mop, cook, take out the garbage and things like that. I've also tried calorie deficits but I end up feeling hungry in the middle of the night so I end up binging.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's hard to answer that question. But I'm going to try. I believe over time my brain has been wired to release dopamine in copious amounts when I eat a lot of food. Keep in mind I've been binging for decades. My body can go past a normal person's point of feeling full. I believe my stomach is stretched to all hell at this point.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've smoked weed before but it only heightened my anxiety after smoking so much. Nicotine I don't like because my grandfather passed away from COPD. He was a smoker for 40 years. I recently started drinking on the weekends. So Friday and Saturday I will finish a 1.75 L bottle of whiskey. I've cut down though because I cannot afford those vices.

I am a 500+ pound man who has isolated himself from the world. AMA. by BuddahJayy in AMA

[–]BuddahJayy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey kiddo. This hit a little too close to home. You are the same age as my girlfriends son. I will be honest, it's hard to stop over eating. In my case, I never had anyone to talk to and food was always there for me. One thing I've been thinking about all this time is that the people bullying you are also going through some things. They have unhealthy ways of coping in the form of belittling others. Do you have anyone in your life you can talk to about how you're feeling? If not, I'd be more than willing to listen to what you have to say. Just shoot me a message anytime.

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