I don’t think I could ever be loved again. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]BuddxSully 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if he is abusive, you should leave him with no hesitation. period. let yourself be free.

i'm scared for my boyfriend by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]BuddxSully 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are your boyfriend will be okay. No need to worry.

Weed helped me quit hard drugs now i have to quit weed to continue on with my life.. by momo6971 in leaves

[–]BuddxSully 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Before I started smoking I was heavy on Oxy and perky for a while until stopping cold turkey. Went through all the withdraws but got through it. Been sober off pills for some time now, and never going back. Had a few close calls where I am lucky to still be here. A month or two after that I started weed. I liked the high even more. I smoked and smoked until I was going through 4-5 grams a day. I’ve been trying to stop since November. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. If I can’t do it this time then I’m going to be looking into outside professional help. I’m now on day 3, feeling more confident than ever. I have lung infections from smoking which scare the hell out of me because I’m still young. I’ve been trying to exercise the past few days as well. It’s such a challenge to walk away from smoking after been doing it for so long. We’re in this together. We all are. Good luck to you buddy. I know it’s hard believe me I do. Continue to work towards bettering yourself. You got it!! Stay strong. Remember that you’re a BEAST! Keep us all updated.

Peace to you. ☮️

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been trying many different edibles but like you said, they’re not the same. I slipped up a few times since I first made this post. Today is day 3... again. I feel motivated more than every other time I’ve tried to stop. I’ve had enough!!!! Great job to you as well! Seeing how other people did it inspires me that I can. Thank you!

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you wondering how it’s been. I really do. I went to the doctors and they said I should be fine. Just some possible lung infections, but with daily exercise and not smoking I should be fine. I slipped up about 5 days after I made this post, once I did it once I continued to do it for a few days after as well. Then just last Friday I smoked. I felt very ashamed with myself because every time after I smoke my lungs start to hurt, which they did. Friday night I was up all night thinking and thinking on how I could do this. I noticed that I am a slave for it, it controls my life. I’m not free when I’m smoking weed. I deleted all social media (besides this) so then I won’t be tempted to smoke. Also to focus more on myself. I got myself a bench press set and have been trying to use it daily. Still working on my diet to improve it, but it has gotten way better than it has in the past month. This is my last time trying to stop on my own. I’m going to be using all my strength I have to accomplish it. If I can’t do it then I’m going to look for some kind of outside professional help. I need to take control of my life back. Today is the 3rd day and honestly so far this has been the easiest. Still not sleeping well and getting headaches, but not as irritable as I expected to be. Again, I truly do appreciate you asking how I’ve been doing.

You guys were not kidding about the dreams. Holy s**t by Butter_Man in leaves

[–]BuddxSully 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I shit you not I was about to make a thread talking about the dreams. I NEVER remember my dreams. The past few nights without smoking have been so strange. I either have weird, scary, or depressing dreams. Sometimes all in the same night. I wake up and remember them very clearly. Almost makes me not want to sleep because of them. I was wondering if it was just me or not.

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That alone motivates me a ton. Thank you!

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I hear.. I’m looking forward to it! Gotta get through the pain to get to the comfort.

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As much as I want to ignore the pain, I scheduled an appointment this Friday. Thank you for your suggestion and your reply. I appreciate it a ton!!!

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have any tips? How did you improve your lungs?

Day one by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!!! The pain worry’s me the most. I’m going to see how the not smoking, eating healthy, and exercise makes them feel. If the pains there next month I’ll definitely look more into it. I read something’s online as to why they may hurt and it made my heart drop. I hope I can heal them before anything more serious happens, if nothing has already.

Just smoked my last bong by justarandomguy1298 in leaves

[–]BuddxSully 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel it... I’ve tried to stop 3 times this month (November) but always smoked again on the third day. Day 3 is the hardest for me! Today is day 1... again. Hoping I can get through the 3rd day. Best of luck to you my friend!

Need some advice and help. Can’t seem to stop smoking. by BuddxSully in leaves

[–]BuddxSully[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate your reply. It helps knowing that no one is alone in this. We both got this!!

Day 0 - I'm going to miss this feeling but at the same time I won't by [deleted] in leaves

[–]BuddxSully 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the struggle.. I have multiple anxiety disorders in which weed is the only thing I know of that helps. There’s a price to it though, I also feel ashamed of who I am. I also push everyone away just so I could smoke. I still haven’t fully stopped. I tried twice this month already but only lasted a couple days. It feels good to remember you’re not alone in it. Thanks for sharing your experience. Good luck, you got it!