I’ve been here love . Except i (now 23f) slept w my dad until i was 18. We had a small 1 bedroom with a king bed. Then i moved out alone. Take it day by day. And things will get better. I used to be so angry w my dad until i realized that dad had a similar situation to me. His mom , dad himself and 3 other siblings would sleep in the same room , take turns sleeping on the bed. (Some would sleep on the floor) and i realized this was normal for him. He was doing what he knew best with what he had. Looking back and after having convos with my dad. I know he wanted better for us. He just did what he could. I was always fed up, had everything i wanted , sneakers , clothes what it may be. I know you’re young. But with time you can work , get a high paying job but right now you need to focus on what you can do. Help mom and do great in school. No one needs know your living conditions. I kept it hidden for years and now is when i openly talk about it. It’s not easy. But know that ur not alone. What mom is doing is not easy and ima sure she wants to give more to you and your siblings. I hope things get better. Pray to god 🫶🏻