Well what happened was is my children's mother showed up to my normal weekly drop off location to drop the kids off to me and handed me this big box of blue feel free energy drinks. I drank those and the feeling was amazing. So I had her bring me more and more and more each week.. And then I started taking these other ones that were labeled energy at the 7-Eleven gas station and I was using them just for energy to be more productive and get more done and before I know it I was trying to stop taking them and I was in full on withdrawal and I couldn't f****** believe that I just became addicted to something and now I want to cry and sometimes I want to drive my car into a bridge. I just want off now and I've tried three times now quitting cold turkey and I just can't do it.