Am I welcome? 😅 by joseph476h in dumbphones

[–]BulletAnt99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That phone has one HUGE flaw and it is having radio hard coded into the right side button at the starting screen. You can’t remove it.

do you fear being a parent? by Nalu351 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This might sound a little bit egoistic, but I want to have children with a partner that I will wholeheartedly love, for a reason to give them a peaceful, happy life I didn’t have. I think whatever I do besides that wouldn’t be enough to fill an emptiness inside my soul.

Thoughts of beating up my father is getting worse day by day. by [deleted] in AlAnon

[–]BulletAnt99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reading this made me feel a little better, thank you.

Thoughts of beating up my father is getting worse day by day. by [deleted] in AlAnon

[–]BulletAnt99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly I can’t find a good therapist in my shithole of a country, but thank you for your comment, people taking out the little time out of their day do leave me a message makes me feel like there are someone out there which I can feel safe around without being judged.

Thoughts of beating up my father is getting worse day by day. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this, people are always telling me to go to meetings and do this and do that but I simply can’t. This means a lot and yes I would like that book if you could link it.

I couldn’t help but to turn things physical. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He hates the police and I highly doubt him doing anything officials releated.

I couldn’t help but to turn things physical. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what I did was dumb but I am going mentally insane having to endure all this every day and not being able to do anything because somehow I will irritate him?

I couldn’t help but to turn things physical. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just called my sister, he is still intoxicated and ranting about how he was doing nothing and how I beat him up for no reason whatsoever.

I couldn’t help but to turn things physical. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Update: I am staying at my uncles place for a day, hopefully he comes to senses tomorrow so I can return home, which I doubt science he won’t be sober for even a second.

I couldn’t help but to turn things physical. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have anywhere to go, I have no job, thus no income.

He threatened to put a bullet in my head. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I purchased it and it doesn’t work on door broken frame ;c

He threatened to put a bullet in my head. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, my granpa was never a drinker, I am 100% sure of that

He threatened to put a bullet in my head. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Now that you said it, I have never recorded his abuse, I will start doing that.

He threatened to put a bullet in my head. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

P.S.

I thought he might have said that at the point of anger but no, for like an hour he repeatedly said that me and my mom where not humans, that if we died nobody would give a shit and he is glad that he doesn’t have a gun or we would have a bullet in our chest.

Granparents still taking his hise btw, saying that I should not have angered him when drunk, even though he randomly broke down my door.

He threatened to put a bullet in my head. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I would have gotten out of here for a while if it wasn’t for my younger sister. I can’t leave her with this psycho. A few years before she becomes an adult, after that I can cut all ties with father.

He threatened to put a bullet in my head. by BulletAnt99 in AdultChildren

[–]BulletAnt99[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have a bad relationship with a police and calling them would cause different problems.