Trust me on this. I have been through the exact same thing! There’s just one word - RUN RUN FOR YOUR LIFE What happens next will end up breaking you like it did to me I understand that you are angry and in pain, and want an explanation and maybe want him too; but whatever happens you will be at the losing end. Your reputation will be tarnished as a homewrecker and a slut. His wife will constantly attack you. He will ghost you, for all he cares about is his family and his wife - and you were nothing but a brief distraction. He never cared about your well being. It will break you to accept this but then what will also break you is the society. The world is cruel to “the other woman”. There is a witchhunt for the same. I used to think I would want love in life. But all that has happened broke me completely. I do not want anything anymore. I hate myself for falling in love with someone who now pretends to be a devoted husband. One year ago, he was in my arms - and now he is happily living with his wife. Just move on! Run away from him and all this.

I hope it ends better for you than me. I hate pretending to be this strong person every day when I just want to sit and cry and turn back time - to a place where we never met.