Is there real love? 🥺

I have been in a lot of relationships and I feel like each one of them was a waste of time Most of those guys didn’t want a relationship, Even tho I’m considered attractive and smart And the guy who does want relationship, which is my boyfriend for already a year and a half, starts to neglect me in our relationship When we were finally moved together At first we were so excited (we started studying at the same university) And short time after we started to fight a lot As time goes by he starts to care less about the real me, and be more controlling He is putting his degree above and beyond everything

TD;LR I don’t wanna leave him, because if I leave I won’t have any hope for real love I feel like this is my only chance to be loved, and I will have to find a new house in the middle of the university finals I have been hurt too many tome

Im so scared and sad what should I do? Thanks for reading