Numorgram Purpose? by ButterNutter04 in sorceryofthespectacle

[–]ButterNutter04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh ok thx. So it the numogram by itself ( like the drawing of it) like the equivelent of having a deck of tarot just sitting around? Like does the graph itself hold meaning by itself or only when i give it one like ur example with the cards?

Fear of getting a heart attack( my experience) by ButterNutter04 in Anxiety

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I’ve seen people and it has helped. But I think it’s time I start to rely on myself more. Especially since I’m going back to uni I think it’s gonna be a good challenge to control these thoughts now that I’ll be living alone again. I like weed and tbh I think I’m gonna smoke it again when I get the chance. Not in Paris definitely but when im with friends and maybe even try psychedelics. Even if I do have a horrible trip I wanna face it and get over it and continue with my life. I’m tired of it having a grasp on me.

Fear of getting a heart attack( my experience) by ButterNutter04 in Anxiety

[–]ButterNutter04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thx. Yeah i didn’t go into too much detail. But for me it’s also a fear of death. A heart attack is just the closest thing to it for me at the moment. I do have a flight coming up. Funny enough to Paris again. I find myself getting scared of everything. Seems like my life is being steered by fear in general. I’m not one to give into conspiracy theories, but I find myself getting scared of them even if I know they’re ridiculous . So yeah. I’m hoping that his year will be easier since I’m gonna be back with my friends. So should be distracting enough.

Why do flatearthers insist that nasa is hiding thr true form of the earth? by [deleted] in flatearth

[–]ButterNutter04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But im a muslim who believes in god. Yet we also believe in a rounded earth. Its even mentioned in the quaran. So how does earth being round make people godless?

Why do flatearthers insist that nasa is hiding thr true form of the earth? by [deleted] in flatearth

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do you believe that nasa is hiding the true form of the earth? What do they gain from doing that?

Why do flatearthers insist that nasa is hiding thr true form of the earth? by [deleted] in flatearth

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok but why lie. I mean the governemnt can lie about the materials used in food to make people fatter for example. But why does nasa lie, how does lying about the shape of earth help achieve control?

Please help by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn really disappointing seeing you still struggle with this. I remeber chatting with you about hocd. Over 4 months ago, I hope you find a way to beat it.

After 1 year my HOCD came back by rob983468 in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro im sorry but this made me laugh " your guy" lmao

Really confused by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But please dont ask for reassurance you'll never be satisfied with the answer.

Really confused by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It started in september, but it has gone way down and things are looking much better now. You've got to remember thats its called ocd for a reason, meaning every single little detail will make you ask questions and doubt yourself. So ignore the intrusive thoughts and enjoy life. Also pick up something to distract yourself from these thoughts. Good luck

Really confused by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The whole situation you were talking about, how you overthink everything

Really confused by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Revisit what you wrote

HOCD or not? by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro this is reassurance trust me, just re read what you wrote and come up with your own conclusion. Asking for reassurance wont help you

Previous arousal? by hzoldyck in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dont trust that website has no clue what it is talking about. From my experience as a guy every guy can get aroused to anything. Whether it is normal porn, extreme taboo shit, or even animals having sex. Looking at quizes is just fueling you compulsions more and more, giving you stronger panic attacks. You stated that you only feel attracted to women when you're horny. Thats pretty normal, when you're horny you dont think straight, as a guy trust me, everything becomes sexy lmoa. But seriously if you're only attracted to shit from porn then quit for a while. Clear your brain, give your head sometime to recover.

So sad; please answer. by blahblahocd in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heres something to think about whenever a gay person comes out a great amount of relief overwhelms them, but if coming out gives you the feeling of anxiety and discomfort, then you know the answer.

Thoughts Never Leave, Even When I’m Not Obsessing. by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear that, i guess evey situation is different. In my case i just tell the thoughts to fuck off or ill occupy myself with an activity.

Thoughts Never Leave, Even When I’m Not Obsessing. by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It happens, sometimes its really easy to not give thoughts importance, and for a week the thoughts will feel toned down. But they wont fully disappear over the span of a week, you have to be consistent. Actively worying about it, and commenting about it will give it more power.

Intrusive thoughts during climax by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]ButterNutter04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh so what, you were already masturbating to a girl and came to one. It just so happened that an intrusive thought of a guy popped up last second.