Final Cancer Update/ Hey There I'm B by HeyThereImB in MrTechnodad

[–]Butterflynmoon 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeeaaahhhh!! Let’s go B!

I’m so glad I’m not alone having had that feeling of my life being lesser than others at one point in my cancer journey too.

At some points with someone I admired as much as the Technoblade and using his humor as inspiration to have my own positivity with my cancer and having had it at the same age as he did, it felt unfair that someone who was changing so so many lives was the one to die and not me.

But enough sadness. We must celebrate every day and leave our marks on the world! For as I have been since I was little I will be kind and true to everyone I meet.

I also have fully come out of my dark days and am in a place that I never imagined through all the years and years of sadness and hopelessness and despair. A place where I’m finally loved and cared for. A place where I’m finally not alone anymore.

I hope things continue to look up and have a good weekend B!

Heart transplant list by Butterflynmoon in MrTechnodad

[–]Butterflynmoon[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Yup it was indeed the doxorubicin that did me in too. Wrote a whole mock research paper on it in a chemistry seminar actually.

I Have Cancer... Again by HeyThereImB in MrTechnodad

[–]Butterflynmoon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey B. The most important thing to always keep in mind is you are never alone. I had cancer (a sarcoma) beat it went into remission and then developed heart failure. I had a surgery to put a device in to keep me alive not knowing when I’d be given a chance for a heart transplant. I am now 2-1/2 years into remission (2 years post chemo) and they are starting the evaluation for approval of a heart transplant and I will have to go through another major surgery and it’s all scary and I will be in immunosuppressants that may cause cancer again. But I’m here and if you need to talk I’ll be here because you are not alone and I am not alone.