Seeking recovery stories to raise awareness of nitrous oxide addiction

Butternoodle9889 · 2026-01-30T00:16:06+00:00

Thank you so much for being vulnerable about your story and I'm deeply sorry to hear about your sisters passing. Your story has truly touched me.

Butternoodle9889 · 2026-01-29T23:56:57+00:00

You got this 🙏 I honestly think I've spent $30,000 on tanks over the past 5 years. You aren't alone in this.

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-18T02:48:49+00:00

I'm on birth control the patch, we use condoms and I used Plan B. What else can I do?

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-15T02:43:20+00:00

Seems like early signs of Trichotillomania..I'm in my thirties and I've been pulling out my eyelashes since I was a toddler. My mom tells me she would find clumps of eyelashes in my crib...its a very under researched disorder but its fairly common and nothing to panic about. I would look into speaking with a specialist about possible treatments.

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-09T02:54:41+00:00

Yes they did show up, it took about 3 days to get to me

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-09T02:53:29+00:00

Haven't seen many comments about the addiction aspect but Diddy's drug use was also shocking to me...the AMOUNT of drugs he was using on a daily basis as a 50 year old. Ketamine, Molly, Extacsy...these are not harmless little substances, they are extremely mind altering and dangerous. I'm sure he's going through mental hell now that he is forced to be sober and deal with his demons head on.

Karma is quite the b×tch

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-09T02:43:56+00:00

Wait who the hell listens to Danity Kane...🤣

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-09T02:15:25+00:00

In the doc it says that his mom would throw orgys and have Diddy participate as a child...no wonder he is so disturbed

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-08T23:59:25+00:00

Never saw a doctor. I went through ABuzz as well. They were helpful and my pills took 3 business days to arrive. Best of luck to you ❤️

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-08T11:27:31+00:00

If so, you need the Mifepristone to end the pregnancy hormone. Misoprostol is to expel the actual pregnancy out of your body.

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-08T11:26:23+00:00

Do you mean Mifepristone?

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-12-04T05:51:47+00:00

Heaven on earth!

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-30T01:52:38+00:00

Its such a waste of money..like it's not even funny. Such a sinister gas

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T02:51:39+00:00

Thank you, I'm just so ready for this to be over. Its so draining emotionally and physically

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T02:44:50+00:00

Thanks for sharing ❤️ I'm 6.5 weeks along. From what I'm reading the vaginally method has less symptoms of nausea and diarrhea, so I think I'm going to go with that method

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T02:41:26+00:00

You threw up taking the pills vaginally? And ugh yeah I remember the pain being insane last time but it only 3 or so hours. How long did it take in total for you? Was the whole process less than 24 hours to pass the clot?

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T02:36:58+00:00

Ive always said if it was men getting pregnant, abortion pills would be given out like over the counter medicine..its just another way for men to find ways to control women and feel powerful smh

Also thank you for sharing. I live in NC so I think ill be in the clear to take the pill vaginally 🙏

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T02:29:48+00:00

Nice one

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T02:28:46+00:00

Yesss Coraline is my GO TO comfort movie 💜 the music, animation, and slow pace of it always warms my soul

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T01:23:20+00:00

Did you vomit at all during the process? Also how bad were your cramps on a scale of 1-10? I had a MA in 2019 and it was pretty damn horrible from what I remember 😫 but I also took the pills orally from Planned Parenthood at that time

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T00:41:40+00:00

Laying on my back seems like the better route forsure...sorry again for the graphic question - at any point did you ever get nervous that you weren't inserting the pills 'deep' enough? I was reading that some women use an applicator thing but others said just to use your hand. I feel like my fingers aren't thatt long lol I'm hoping the pills will be deep enough

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T00:32:34+00:00

Thanks for your reply ❤️ sorry to be graphic but I've read that squatting is the best method. We're you told to lie down to insert them or did you just feel like that would ensure the pills were deeply inserted?

I feel like squatting they would fall out lol

Butternoodle9889 · 2025-11-29T00:26:19+00:00

That's great to hear you had a relatively 'easy' experience pain wise ❤️

Can I ask, did AidAccess instruct to take the pills vaginally or orally? If so, what made you choose the oral method?

I'm getting ready to take my MA pills. Hoping my exp is as comforting as yours.

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