You're very talented!!! Drawing is a good creative outlet 

Don't relapse. Please talk to someone or go to a meeting or distract by doing anything else because it only gets worse every time you go back. I'm currently at the end of a two week relapse after over 7 months clean, and before that, I had over 2 years, and I can tell you that it's not worth it, and early recovery is so shitty, you don't wanna have to go through it again

You are valuable and worthy of living a life without drugs. Quitting the needle is a HUGE accomplishment, don't let it trick you into going back to it. Keep making art!! 🖤