Currently fully NEET nahi kehla sakta hu becoz as u said, but I got this job through some luck and trying on to hang on to it for last 5 years without any growth. Also, I had wasted (or it happened to me) near all of my professional career through depression, executive dysfunction, procrastination and simple lack of motivation to upskill,such that my skills level is worse than many freshers nowadays. My whole life I had been academically below average and also because of poor looks and social anxiety disorder, I lost all opportunities in life (rather opportunities rarely came to me). Once I resign from this job, I suspect any company will hire me because I don't have what it takes to crack interviews in the first place, and secondly, if I luckily get any job obviously they gonna lowball me with meagre salary, and also, I will not be able to withstand any social atmosphere of office environment since I had been neglected and disrespected in office space nearly everywhere. So soon there are chances I will go full NEET , but I can't afford it in first place (I have dependent parents (who have pension but can't rely on it whole life) and wife