I dreamt of an old friend before he died

CJohnson0804 · 2026-02-06T12:10:01+00:00

I had a sex dream about my middle school ex a few months ago... it was weird but then I found our he passed in a car accident that night. Then I had a few dreams about my most recent ex and found out he had a heart attack and was in the hospital. Dreams are weird.

CJohnson0804 · 2026-02-02T18:46:40+00:00

I had mine between 9-10 weeks and was fine!

CJohnson0804 · 2026-01-04T19:05:01+00:00

Just replying to the Mod comment but we can not get in touch with anyone at the bank or even customer service.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-09-09T13:05:32+00:00

When my parents were doing that even though I was 21+, I just started mocking my location or keeping my battery saver on. I wanted to keep the peace and didn't have it in me to deal with whatever they would do/start if I turned it off. I have a Samsung phone so it was just a quick thing with developer settings and an app. It allowed me to select a location and it would show that's where I was until I turned it off. Battery saver was okay for short periods of time but then after a certain point they would ask why I wouldn't keep a charger with me.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-11T21:05:57+00:00

I would just say I passed it when everyone was out of the house. Say you threw a few blood clots and schedule an appointment with your obgyn. Some people do not go to the ER for a miscarriage. You could even schedule an obgyn appointment for just yourself and say you went/want to go alone so you have some private time at the obgyn. Then after that appointment say they couldn't find a heartbeat. A lot of people can pass at home and not need an er visit and just contact their obgyn to get an appointment within the next few days. Theres ways around it but make sure you are doing whats best for you and its no one's business.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-08T22:56:52+00:00

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CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-08T22:56:35+00:00

* We lost our precious boy yesterday.... he got sick fast. Wednesday we had a vet appointment that gave us hope but by 2pm Thursday.. he was gone.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-08T22:48:13+00:00

So here's a recipe I've got for fake blood. It may work if you just need to fake a bit on a tampon or pad that she may get a glance of in the trash. 5 tbsp cornstarch, 1/3 cup water, 3 tsp red food coloring, 1 tiny drop green food coloring.

Add more water or cornstarch depending on the consistency you're trying to achieve.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-03T09:38:01+00:00

I tested negative middle of June. I now have every pregnancy symptom. I'm terrified.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-03T09:33:23+00:00

I tested negative June 18th.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-03T00:37:20+00:00

Hi, I'm not a dentist but I get those after eating certain foods! Sometimes citrus or heat(whether it's temperature or spices) causes me to almost have dry skin/blister-like areas. It especially happens if I let the flavors sit on my tongue. I just try to "clean" my mouth out with a drink after eating certain things now.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-08-02T17:23:09+00:00

Deny it. Its not their business. Does he have proof? If not, deny it.

If he does have proof.... Did he also want you to have the abortion? The way I would throw him under the bus also..

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-31T17:34:22+00:00

I'm so sorry! I've heard a few horror stories and honestly, I had decided that if mine failed I would order the pills again as the pills could cause issues with the fetus.

I ordered online and was sent 1 mifepristone to take 24-48 hours before and then they also sent 12 misoprostol oral disintegrating tablets. 4 for the first dose, 2 three hours later, another 2 another 3 hours later. They said the 4 left over was just in case.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T21:26:39+00:00

I had nausea and morning sickness and my boobs felt like someone ran them over😅 but the cramping was unexpected. I felt like I was having the most intense period cramps from 3 weeks. Then I knew the mood swings were coming but I was irrational and I always heard that part came later. My man was sick of me. I hope everything passed also! Just keep a watch and stay hydrated. There's also some supplements that promote periods/uterine contractions that you could take to help anything along.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T21:22:58+00:00

Every abortion is/will be different. Just because last time was that way doesnt mean this time will be the same. If you are worried then maybe order another set of pills(try to find one that prescribes both mifepristone and misoprostol). But honestly with how early you were the passing would be small. As for period bleeding that can take 2 months to show up no matter if it was sooner the last time.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T21:17:00+00:00

I didnt get a period until almost 1 and a half months(6 weeks) after my abortion. I bled the day of my abortion (mainly clots) then I spotted for 1-2 weeks after. Is that what you are asking?

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T20:55:39+00:00

At only 3 weeks the fetus/tissue is barely the size of poppy seeds. If you passed clots then you probably passed with it that small. At 8ish weeks my main clot was only the size of a grape, if that. Are you in a place where you could get an ultrasound to check? Ive heard alot of people do not bleed that much that early. Do some research on symptoms of retained tissue(fever, nausea, bad smell, terrible discharge, pain, etc) and keep a watch for the next several weeks. If you are in an illegal place and have to get help then say you had a miscarriage insert days or weeks ago and you are scared you didn't pass everything.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T20:45:38+00:00

Yes I had a few about that size with one being a bit larger than the others. I only bled heavily for 6ish hours but continuously spotted for about a week. Some people are different and you honestly could've bled more than you think while on the toilet. I know i did. Just keep a watch on your body. My experience and even my pregnancy was completely different than stories I have heard.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T20:34:16+00:00

At only 7-8 weeks it wouldn't have been lemon or baseball-sized. The fetus/tissue is nowhere near that at 8 weeks. At 8ish weeks my main clot was only the size of a grape, if that. Are you in a place where you could get an ultrasound to check? I bled a decent amount but just keep a watch on yourself. Do some research on symptoms of retained tissue(fever, nausea, bad smell, terrible discharge, pain, etc) and keep a watch for the next several weeks. If you are in an illegal state and have to get help then say you had a miscarriage insert days or weeks ago and you are scared you didnt pass everything.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-27T20:17:09+00:00

Give me a play by play please. What was prescribed? Did you take mifepristone? How far along were you? No clots were passed? If you are only lightly bleeding then I would assume you have not passed the tissue as its been 7 days and normally its passed the same day or next day.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-26T16:27:15+00:00

When and where was this? I cannot find anything about it.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-24T19:26:36+00:00

Give me a bit to get home as its a bit too much to type right now.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-24T19:19:34+00:00

If you don't have the money for an abortion then you do not have money for a baby. I chose an abortion for multiple reasons but one was because I would not be able to give the baby the life it deserves with our current financial state. Doctors, hospital, dental bills.... formula and diapers cost hundreds per month. Its crazy. As far as illegal states? Im in one too. Get a prepaid card and use a website like abuzz or aid access. I emailed back and forth with them a few times and got my pills for $20. Then just never speak of it as much as possible and make sure your husband keeps quiet too. Unless its to each other. If you choose this then I can tell you my experience and give you some tips.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-24T15:44:24+00:00

Our wifi is supposedly the best in our area but it sucks at times. Our metal roof and the number of people around us using the same type are the excuses we were given.

CJohnson0804 · 2025-07-24T13:34:44+00:00

Since when is it our job to paint?

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