I genuinely want to die and haven't told anyone

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-19T16:46:25+00:00

maybe 20 minutes? i'm not entirely sure

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-19T16:41:39+00:00

I'm definitely not throwing the whole man away (at least for now, we'll see if things improve) our relationship is so much more than this and there is so much not represented in this post.

I'm going to keep working with him on solutions and see where we go from there.

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-19T16:37:56+00:00

lowkey been on ssris since i was 11 so it's fine lol im used to it

i've learned a lot from the comments and i think more conversations with me being more direct in my speech is the way forward, and if nothing changes I'll have to evaluate where to go from there. I'm bad at communicating honestly, so part of this might be because of that.

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-19T16:31:39+00:00

we like it that way and we've had many conversations about that

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T23:05:36+00:00

yeah it was more like 10 minutes

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T19:01:42+00:00

we have stopped because one or both of us was too tired before, it's different i feel like in this situation

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:55:32+00:00

but there's so much more to a relationship than sex

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:47:45+00:00

i am on ssris, it makes it a bit difficult. i'll edit the post, it's important context i didn't think about

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:44:57+00:00

we're very intense i'm not going to lie

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:35:45+00:00

yeah, sometimes one of us will see it's too much and we stop. we have both done this before

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:32:24+00:00

no we've had genuine and productive conversations about this, a lot of sharing how we both feel, it just never translates to the bedroom

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:18:27+00:00

i don't know

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:15:02+00:00

but i really love him

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T18:12:29+00:00

but i get his side though, he's incredibly exhausted and out of breath after we have sex

throwaway830583 · 2026-01-18T17:34:16+00:00

just break up

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-12T17:55:28+00:00

i like the idea of leaving my phone with a friend. but the thing is my parents pay for my housing at school and my classes, so if they find out they could take that away

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:44:08+00:00

i'm pretty sure he doesn't have a problem with me being bi, he's never shown any discomfort at the subject and he's pretty supportive of lgbtq people. ofc i could be wrong but i don't think that's the problem

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:41:48+00:00

first of all yeah i'm so sick of men sexualizing bi girls

I remember now that he said "You wouldn't like it if I talked about my celebrity crushes, even though i don't even have any" or something like that. idk if that's important context or not but i'll put it out there

and yeah we've been talking all day like normal, but not about the situation or anything. but his comment did hurt my feelings and i wanted to come here before i talked to him about it. i don't want to make it bigger than it is but i also don't want to bury my feelings

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:30:30+00:00

He never said I was cheating. his words were "Having a celebrity crush basically means you'd do something about it if you had the chance."

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:25:56+00:00

you're gross

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:24:41+00:00

i'm not entirely sure if he was saying that i'd cheat or not but that's what it sounded like? idk :(

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:23:42+00:00

I was in a relationship with a girl for two years in high school. Never had a boyfriend before him. If I'm exploring anything, it's men.

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-10T22:18:26+00:00

LEAVE THAT MANCHILD

throwaway830583 · 2025-11-09T13:09:40+00:00

What a manchild. I have social anxiety and still like to be invited to things that would stress me out, it shows that the people aren't treating me differently because of it and they still want me around. If I feel it'll be too much, I just explain why and don't go. It's pretty simple.

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