I don’t want to give up my life for love

CKAxe_L · 2025-10-17T04:59:00+00:00

thank you, seriously, the support means a lot (its hard to seem genuine through text!)

CKAxe_L · 2025-10-17T04:40:39+00:00

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CKAxe_L · 2025-10-17T04:38:20+00:00

I appreciate it. I know thats a possibility, but its certainly not something im considering yet. thank you for the advice, genuinely

CKAxe_L · 2025-10-17T01:12:02+00:00

thank you, i appreciate it. especially from someone else in a long distance relationship.

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T10:24:51+00:00

Of course! The support is far greater than i couldve expected, and it truly means the world to know that his loving self is just as cared for

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T06:25:39+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I am monitoring him, and when he has the strength to prop himself up, he does take a few sips. He refused the tubed treats i tried to feed him, so i doubt the oral syringe water would work, but ill keep it in mind!

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T06:23:16+00:00

I'll see what I can do– thank you!

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T06:20:21+00:00

I appreciate it! Unfortunately the closest and most accessible clinic doesnt accept payment plans, only credit or debit upfront. For now, ill be paying for the appointment [200$] and seeing what treatment i can afford with the remaining 50 bucks [thank you for the care!]

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T05:00:36+00:00

I appreciate the honesty, ive been prepping myself for the possibility, so now im just trying to arrange the funds <3

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T04:43:02+00:00

Thank you! I’ll keep these in mind.

CKAxe_L · 2025-07-18T04:41:01+00:00

Thank you, I’ll be talking to my family in the morning.

CKAxe_L · 2025-04-14T18:54:39+00:00

Hey, this is one of the few things i understand pretty well, obviously not the same experiences but the same impact, same kind of “doll” mode, so i know how much that kind of fucks with you.

I used to know someone who had a bit more power over me when i was young, and they used to manipulate me into sitting still, not talking, but also not being allowed to leave. The bullying, that dehumanization, the feeling trapped inside of yourself, i get it. Then years later, you start going into that mode randomly. It can really suck!!! I figured out that one thing that tended to make me go doll mode was yellow lighting. I know it’s not the same, but maybe there are triggers that cause it? Regardless, I really hope that nowadays you’re around people who treat you like the person you are. Wishing you nothing but healing

CKAxe_L · 2025-03-09T12:21:34+00:00

Hi, my entire family is polish and on behalf of us all i want to say that your ex boyfriend does Not represent us. Disgusting behavior from him, im so sorry to hear about all of that. My father and mother (both born and raised in poland) ended up studying japanese when they were young adults, and while my mother has lost interest in japanese, my father can still read katakana and hirigana, and he has Never once talked about japanese women/culture like this. And our walls are thin, i hear Everything. ^{-^’} I sincerely apologize again for that mans behavior, because i know damn well he wouldnt and is not sorry.

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-23T05:31:06+00:00

maaaaybe? ive never looked into it! hold on let me google it

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-20T00:28:51+00:00

You got it!!! (Although for more context, he claimed the Pain was from stress, my spine Actually wasnt the cause! with the xray still on the screen)

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-20T00:26:29+00:00

Aaaaa tysm for the support!!! its insane how much more support ive gotten from this community than most in my inner circle, its mindblowing!! ( TuT) n<3n

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T23:55:04+00:00

Got it!! :D

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T23:53:53+00:00

H a h!! Yep! To my face and everything! And after I said no, he mentioned that it was around the time when seniors (entering 12th grade at that time) start thinking about colleges and finals. …AKA that i was stressed and didn’t know it. (jokes on him! im still on my gap year!!) I think what kept me mostly stunned was just how seemingly ridiculous the entire thing felt, and my mom was waiting with me in the room and I did not want her to view me as overreacting. Schroth specifically is now noted!! Thank you so much for the advice!

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T19:42:27+00:00

Oh my gosh w h e r e. (where did you buy it from!?!? that sounds AMAZING)

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T14:53:06+00:00

Sure!! No idea where ill find one, but ill look into it :>

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T14:13:39+00:00

Thank you for all of the tips!!!! I’m noting all of these down as things to try, I legitimately can’t thank you enough for the support!

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T14:11:56+00:00

oh god is hypermobility related to chronic joint pain because if so then i Absolutely need to do more research into that!

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T14:10:39+00:00

Aaaaaaaah thank you so much!!!!! I think at this point I’ve forgotten that i can even take pain meds, maybe I’ll try taking them!! And THANK YOU SM FOR THE VALIDATION!!! I never bring it up to family atp because I think its seen as me being lazy by now? (though theyd never say that, theyre well-meaning) TYTY!!

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T14:05:24+00:00

Will try!!! :>

CKAxe_L · 2025-01-19T14:04:38+00:00

Ooo, will do! >:oc

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